Alone

Dream

"Your a disgrace to the family, I wish you were never born." "No mom dont say that please" I pleaded. " Why not I'm only saying the truth and isn't that what you were telling us to do, tell the truth." "That's not what I ment though" I stated. They always find a way to turn my words around. "I wish you would just die" she shouted."No, I know you don't mean that!" I was starting to cry, I could feel tears roll down my face.

"Your mother has a point Sabishii, and you should listen to her." "No dad please not you too, please I want the both of you to come back to me. What happened to all of our fun and happy moments" I cried."You foolish girl we never enjoyed those moments, we were acting and you always believed us" said mother."We always hated you because you were terrible at everything" stated father."But I kept getting 95's in classes and I always participated in whatever you wanted me to do, even if I didn't want to do it" I yelled.

"Exactly, you kept getting 95's. Only stupid girls like you would get that, we don't want 95's we want only 100's! Plus you just admitted that you didn't like what we kept telling you to do and what to join" Yelled back father. I could feel even more tears falling as they kept yelling insults and names at me. "Stupid, ugly, worthless, a mistake, nobody, useless, fake, trash" they kept going that at this point I didn't even know what they were saying. The only thing that I knew was that something happened first we were all happy and now they're yelling at me.

'What did I ever do wrong, why is this happening to me. Am i even allowed to have a happy ending' I kept thinking and crying. That's when I felt it. Like I just got hit in the stomach by a very heavy object. "You were always a mistake, we never loved you and never will, and never come to us anymore for anything you monster " they both yelled.'Thats it' I thought.'They hate me, but why, I don't remember doing anything ever wrong."

At this point they left the room and me. They left me alone crying wondering what I ever did wrong. Wondering will they ever love me again and why. I couldn't have been them saying this, maybe someone told them to or maybe that's not them. I kept thinking of excuses on why they were saying this but at the end I just knew that it was them and they were telling the truth. So I just stayed there and kept crying, crying, and crying. That's when I woke up. With a tear rolling down my cheek.