can you run away?

001

Placing the food on the plate I greeted some cheese on top of it smiling in satisfaction I looked towards the waiter signaling to him the food is ready. it wasnt the first time when some people asked for the chef after having the meal some wants to praise the chef some wants to point out mistakes. sighing while correcting my posture putting a business smile on my face I walked towards the VIP room opening the wooden door politely for me manager smiled nervously. lifting my head while looking straight into the eyes of two old men I questioned myself entirely I hope they are not the pervert like most of them . thank you for the food it was delicious I just wanted to know who cooked it so perfectly the old man smiled with wrinkle he was old but too old he is more like in his early 60s. thanking him again I walked out of the door yeah it was hard the other old man keep on glaring like they both have different personalities, changing into my casual clothes I sat on the bench. it has been a year since I joined as a chef, working mostly 12 hours a day my life became tiring maybe I should get used to this life but it's hard each day. walking out while smiling towards the guard I waved him goodbye we werent close but he wasnt bad either looking towards the huge building I walked towards the parking lot . one of the top hotels in Seoul it wasnt easy to impress that big fat ass old man but somehow I did, opening the door I entered the driving seat if I could fly would home already tighten the seatbelt I drive towards the exit. someday I will run away from here and live my life alone and peacefully. eating ramen while looking towards the school kids a chuckle left my lips they were adorable holding hands while smiling maybe they are a couple I never have been in a relationship I do have a proper reason for that. paying for the rest of the ramen I walked out of the door inhaling the air I smiled widely when snow fell on my hand today it wasnt that bad I mumbled while shutting the door behind me. getting out of the car I opened the lock placing the ramen neatly on the table shiver ran down my spine turning my head towards the person smack echoed inside the room. I looked at the owner who slapped me didnt I tell you to be home this evening your sisters future-in-law was going to visit she was Ms. Seoul and a famous actress. a beautiful face that was covered with wrinkles now she wasnt young but she was so called mother now I had work to do so I wasnt able to come looking straight into her I stated. not even a second passed when she slapped me again ungrateful brat do you even know how much your father spoiled you, I m glad I dont have a daughter like you if I was your mother I would have died oh! wait a minute didnt she died cause of you looking down I dig my nails into my palm if I havent promised my dad now you dont even reply tomorrow evening be there otherwise digging her nails on my chin she raised my face glaring me for the last time she pushed me backward if I could run away and never look back. tying my hair in a pony I walked towards the mirror it wasn't the first time hurt me and it wasnt the last she will ever hurt me maybe a little bit we look alike but she wasnt my mother my father

Cheated on my mother and married her. washing my face again I looked towards the mirror I stopped crying a long time ago even I feel sad I am not able to cry just my neck burns every time. laying down while looking towards the city light I shut my eyes letting the darkness consume my soul.