Who is Sherlock Holmes?

Sherlock ?

John POV

I wake up with a start my palms are all sweaty and I feel incredibly hot I start to get all panicky and shaky. The next thing I know there are 3 different doctors around me asking if I'm ok and if I know who I am. There talking my pulse, checking my heart monitor and calming me down after they did so 2 of them had left and Dr Adams was still there and was about to ask me a question but I got there first with
J- "Who is sherlock?"
Dr Adams face dropped and he had a confused look on his face before he answered with Dr-"well I don't know if I should say I have been asked not to mention his name to you at this moment"
I am so confused right now I don't really know if it was just a dream or reality?
J-"can I just ask 1 questions about him?"
Dr-"depends on the question"
J- "ok anyway is he a real person"
Dr-" Yes he is very real (mumbles under breath)' a little to real' "

??- " I know u don't care for me Dr Adams but you don't need to be rude" I hear a voice say coming from the door way I look round the Dr and there he was flesh and blood the mystery man from my 'dreams' Sherlock.
SH- "hello again John how did you sleep?"
JW-"Mm yes I'm ok thank you, but who are you?"
SH-"My name is Sherlock Holmes"" and your name is Dr John Watson"
JW- "How do u know who I am?"
SH-"I know who you are because you are my only friend, 'maybe even something more' even if u don't know who I am I know who you are" he says with a small smile.
JW-"ok I'm very sorry that I don't remember you".
SH-" it's ok I do understand, and if you would let me I could help you get your memory back" he says with a hopping look he kind of looks like a child on Christmas waiting to see if they got the present they want . I just laugh in my head but I think he looked quite adorable.

Sherlock POV

I stand were I am waiting patiently for him to answer I give him a hopping look. But actually in my head I am really upset that he doesn't know me but I really do understand. The real thing that I am upset about is that he doesn't remember that I am his husband. John decided to answer my question:
JW- "yes thank you your a good friend"
I smiled politely but i was actually breaking up inside with that word echoing in my mind 'friend'.
SH- " yes ok, the doctor said you can go home at anytime, would you like to?"
JW-"yes I would like that but we're do I live?"
SH-" 221b Baker Street, that's also were I live"
JW-" oh mm ok" his facial expressions change to a very confused child as if someone just told him he wasn't allowed to do something just because someone told him so. It made me feel quite hurt what happens if he finds out about us and absolutely hates the idea and goes away and never wants to see me again I don't know what I would do with out him, a small frown escaped onto my face and John saw it and looked at me with a apologetic look to say sorry he didn't mean it like that I just gave him back a friendly smile.
SH- " would you like to leave now?"
JW-" yes"
SH- " ok I'll just wait outside for you"
I gave him one last smile and left the room. I'm so happy he chose to come back home.
Dr-" are you going to tell him?" Dr Adams removed me from my thoughts,
SH- " yes I'll tell him when he's ready I don't want to scare him away"
Dr-" ok just tell him soon or he will find out from someone else and it won't end good it's better coming from you"
SH-"yes I know", as John was coming round the corner I said
SH-"you ready?"
JW-" yeah all good lets go" he said with a excited smile like a little kid going to the fair. I forgot how adorable he is I missed him while he was gone.