It Was To Late

Chapter 17

ROSLYN MIKAELSON

I entered New Orleans and went to my moms location in the bayou. When she called me she was so upset and I can tell something was really bothering her.

In her voice you can hear it all so I came to her like she would've came for me. I saw her standing near the edge of the walkway by the lake. I immediately got out the car after putting it in park and turning it off.

I rushed over to her as she let out a gasp as I scared her. "You came?" Mom said. "Of course I came mom. I thought you were hurt or in danger when you called it worried me so I came as fast as I could." I told her honestly.

"I'm fine Luv." She told me but something wasn't right with my mom. "Mom what's wrong I know when something is wrong just tell me." I told her. She let out a sigh before walking into the house. I followed after her shutting the door.

"Mom?" I called her as she sat down. "I got bit." She told me moving her shirt off her shoulder revealing the bite. I immediately walked over grabbing a knife as she stopped me before I cut myself.

"No my luv I've been here way longer than I should have." She told me as I looked at her. "You have to or you'll die." I felt tears build up. "I've watched you grow into a beautiful woman who will do right in the future." Mom said told me as my lip quivered.

"How long?" I asked her. "Last full moon." That was a week ago. "Mommy-Shh baby it's okay." She said setting the knife down as I went and sat on the couch as she sat down next to me. "It's my time. I shouldn't even be alive right now-You can't leave me I still need you. I still need you to tell me what to do I need your help to plan my future wedding and pick out a dress you can't leave me mommy." "I want to go with you than." I quickly added.

"No no. You need to stay alive for your own little one." She said whispering the last part but I didn't hear her. "It's not your time yet. You haven't lived yet you need to stay and be happy." She told me as I hugged her. "Please don't leave me mom I still need you." I told her as she wrapped her arms around me kissing the top of my head.

"I love you very much you made my life very much easy by being in it. It was difficult raising you but it was the best choice I've ever made. Having you as my daughter has brought me so much joy I never I could express. Your my heart your the reason I held on for so long." She told me.

"I'm not ready yet." "Yes you are I know it you know it we both know it. You my luv is a extraordinary child anyone would happy to have because you bring joy to everyone around you." She told me. "I love you Roslyn." She told me kissing the top of my head.

"I love you mommy." I said as i felt her go limp her body turning grey. "Their here you have to go." A wolf told me as I stood up. I can't leave her. "Their coming leave now." The wolf said as I kissed my mom on her head before leaving.

I love you mom.

I got in the car and drove off quickly. Leaving this town was a horrible and good mistake I've ever made in my life.

It took about a couple hours to get back to Beacon Hills because I kept pulling over to cry.

I got home and immediately went inside only to see Lydia standing their inside staring at me. "Your home." She said. "Now is not the time." I told her marching upstairs as she followed after me.

"Your not gonna walk away from me Roslyn." She told me as I entered my room tossing my keys on the bed. "I'm not but now is not the time Lydia." I told her as she grabbed my hand stopping me from walking any further.

"Talk to me what happened." She asked me. "You don't get to do that. You left Lydia. You left me for six months. I asked begged you to stay with me but you left and you come back like everything between us is fine because it's not." I snapped at her. "I told you to come with me." She said.

"I've built a life here I wasn't going to up and leave Lydia." I told her. "You know what just leave Lydia-No I came back to fix us to fix our relationship." She said pointing between us. "Theirs nothing to fix Lydia." I told her. "I don't love no more." I told her.

"Your lying and I know you are. Let's just sleep and we can talk in the morning when your not angry." She told me. "Why? Why do you want to fix us. Theirs absolutely nothing left to fix." I yelled at her.

"Because I love you Roslyn. I'm going to do everything I can to fix us. I want us back what we had everything back." She said walking over to me.

"I want you back. It was a mistake leaving you." She told me holding my face in her hands. "Your right it was but you still left." I told her. "You still love me and I know you do theirs no denying it. I don't care if you've dated or slept with other people I just want us back." She said.

"Even if it was with Derek?" I asked as she stayed silent. "Even if it was with Derek." She told me as I stepped back. "You should hate me or yell at me or something Lydia. I'm to toxic for you and controlling I'm a mess." I told her.

"I don't care as long as we're together everything will be fine." She told me. "Just leave." I told her. "No. I'm home and I'm staying I'm not leaving you again." She said. "Just leave Lydia!" I told her again. "No now you can't force me. I'm getting ready for bed now." She said walking off into our closet. I never moved her clothes out the closet seeing as I spent most of my time at Derek's.

She walked out in her pajamas and got in bed laying down. "Come lay down." She said patting the bed as I kicked my shoes off as threw my jacket onto the floor before going to the bed laying down. "I love you Roslyn wether you like it or not." She told me. "Your not getting rid of me. You may have been able to do that with your other girlfriends but not me. I'm staying with you till the very end." She said as I laid flat on my stomach looking the other way so she can't see me.

I felt tears fall thinking about how I had to leave my mom their like she was nothing.