forgiveness. bkdk

1 : B.

sorry i just remembered i had this, also i really do recommend reading the TW list in the description please do
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"Good afternoon, how may i help you?" Bakugou had a hangover from the night before and was slightly irritated due to the constant headache. "H-Hello." A fragile voice answered. "Hello."

He answered in a more kinder tone, he could tell the caller was in obvious distress about something. "I uh- I don't have to say my name right?" "Mhm, it's all anonymous." "O-Okay.."

The man almost whispered, making it hard to understand him. "Uhm, uh, i- i think i want to hurt myself." "You think you want to hurt yourself?" Bakugou questioned, wondering what this caller would do, last time a caller told him that, they shot themself on the phone call.

"Y-Yeah, i think i want to hurt myself. I'm just not s-sure? I don't really know what to do.." He hummed "Well i really don't recommend you doing that-" The boy sighed.

"I knew you would say that.. I'm gonna hang up, i'm sorry for wasting your time." But before he could answer, Bakugou quickly continued his sentence and almost yelled. "Do you have leg hair?"

"...What?" "Do you have leg hair?" "Well yeah- But i don't understand what that has to do with this.." "If you have wax strips, stick it onto your legs and rip it off! It will still hurt right?" It sounded so so stupid, but it'd be better than using something that could be worse.

"..That's odd. No suicide hotline has ever told me that.. M-May i ask what your name is?" "Call me by Dynamight." "Okay.. I-I'll be uhm.." It took 45 minutes for the boy to choose a name and he didn't even pick it, it was "Dynamight" who picked it for him.

"You're thinking too hard about this, Deku." "Deku? What does Deku mean?" Deku questioned, completely forgetting why he was calling the suicide hotline in the first place.

"Whatever you want." "Someone useless then.." "Not that. Think of it as dekiru, "I can do it!" You know?" Dynamight took a sip of his water bottle. "Yeah.. Dekiru.. Okay."

He hummed and sighed, rubbing his eyes. "Thank you." Bakugou raised an eyebrow "For what?" "For talking to me. i haven't properly talked to someone ever since high school."

"Middle school? How old are you? If i may ask of course." God that could've got him fired. "I-I'm uh, i'm 23, i was 16 when i was in high school." He stayed quiet for a while and then realized it. "Aren't you supposed to be around 17-18 when you finish?"

"..I uh, i dropped out." Deku pursed his lips together and fiddled with the hem of his shirt. "That's fine, school is shit anyway." Bakugou said, making him smile a little.

"Yeah.. school is shit. Especially the kids." He mumbles, feeling tears prickle in his eyes. "Why's that?" He frowned, he didn't really remember bad things from his high school days. "Well uhm, i used to get bullied.. a lot. By this group of kids and i even fell in love with one of them which was so dumb of me, cause who would date their bully, right?"

He started rambling, a bad habit he never quit. "And we kept doing things together and it made me super happy but- Ah i'm rambling.. so sorry.." "Don't worry about it. Tell me more, if it helps you."

Dynamight answered, listening to people is his job after all, so it would be really weird if he hated listening to people's problems. "Well.. It was weird, he'd be so nice one moment, then his friends would join our table and he'd be an asshole again."

He sounded so bitter when he said his friends. "Then there was this period of time where he'd only spend time hanging out with me, you know what he helped me do? He helped me take care of my baby brother, my baby brother was only 2 at the time."

Deku smiled thinking back at the good memories. "B- HE, oh gosh i almost said his name i'm so sorry. Eh, i'll say B since i already said the first letter anyway.. B and i, we would go to a convenience store late in the night and share food. We always bought the same drinks, those were the best but they're now discontinued."

Bakugou hummed, feeling like it was familiar, it was on the tip of his tongue. Maybe it was from one of the many calls he had. "Sounds like you two had a lot of fun together, what happened to this B person?" He couldn't help but feel like something was wrong. "..Deku? You there?"

He heard some sniffles and sighed in relief, at least he was still alive. "Hngh," Deku couldn't stop crying "I-I'm sorry-" "Don't worry about, take your time." Bakugou said, as he grabbed his notebook and started writing things down.

That's what he always did, he will write down the callers name and write down what will trigger the caller, to prevent from forgetting and saying those things.

After a few minutes Deku finally calmed down. "One night my dad got really mad at me because i still hung out with B, so he- he hurt me.. my older brother heard it and went downstairs, he didn't like that so he beat our dad up."

He took a deep breath and sniffled. "I couldn't take it anymore and ran to my room. But then suddenly
B called me to come down, so i did. And really, it was one of my biggest mistakes.. uh, well we were walking past a convenience store and i asked if we could stop for some food. But before i knew what was going on i was getting beat up."

Sighing, he continued " I screamed for help to B, but he didn't even bother to look at me.. He let it happen. That's when i realized it was all just a stupid lie." Bakugou rubbed his temples, "What the fuck? Why would ANYONE do that? What was his problem?"

It was quiet for some time. "I.. I have to go. Thank you for listening to me, Dynamight." Deku said it in a soft voice, obviously he was tired, he hadn't talked to someone for this long in years. "No problem, Deku. It's my j- Pleasure. It's my pleasure."

Idiot. Almost said "It's my job." Makes it sound like you're obligated to. Not like he isn't obligated, i mean it is his job, but he decided to work here because he wanted to help people.

Deku hung up and sighed, plopping onto his back, turning off his phone. He closed his eyes, listening to the cars on the street, letting darkness take over. "Izuku!" A voice yelled out, which made him jump and get up.

"Oh good you're awake, i heard your old class from high school is having a reunion. Why don't you go, hm? It would be fun!" Izuku shook his head slowly and brought his legs to his chest, basically hugging them.

"Comee onn Izu, it'll be nice seeing everyone again. You haven't seen them ever since you moved, i'm sure they've missed you." "No mom.. don't wanna." The older woman sighed, closing his door. "You don't wanna go anywhere."

Izuku closed his eyes again and drifted off into a deep sleep, not caring what would happen to him.

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bakugou : dynamight
deku : izuku
just to make it clear lol