Natasha Romanoff Oneshots

Nightmares

tw: nightmares, trauma, mention of death

Y/n is having nightmares again and doesn't wanna wake anyone up, until...

Y/n Pov:

I jolt up from my bed panting and in tears. My nightmares are back but this time even stronger. I can't stop shaking and crying as I try to get off my bed to reach the bathroom which I share with my girlfriend Natasha Romanoff. Her room is on the other side of the bathroom so I try my best not to wake her up.

I practically throw myself into the bathroom and slowly sit down onto the cold floor. My breathing is unstable as I can only barely breath. I try splashing my face with some water but it doesn't really do anything helpful.

The nightmares I've been having are about my past with Hydra and the killing of my parents. I really had thought they were getting  better but I was obviously wrong. The only peaceful nights I'd have would always be when I slept next to Nat. But since we don't share the same room that didn't happen very often. 

As the nightmare won't leave my head I just start hyperventilating more and it's getting harder to also keep quiet. 

Natasha Pov:

I wake up to some sounds coming from the bathroom. It doesn't take long for me to realize what those sounds are and who they're coming from. 

It's Y/n 

I think to myself quickly get out of bed, going towards our shared bathroom. I decide to check in before entering incase I was wrong about the sounds. I then realize the door is locked too.

"Y/n, my love is that you and are you okay?" I ask worriedly.

"Yes" she answers in a shaky tone which doesn't help with my worries at all.

"Can I come in sweetheart?" I ask hoping she'll let me in.

 Not after a five seconds later the lock clicks and I open the door. 

Second Person Pov:

As Nat opens the door and sees you on the door shaking and having trouble breathing you can clearly see how worried she is. She quickly kneels down next to you and pulls you closer, hugging you tightly.

"Okay Y/n you need to breath for me, alright?" she says.

"I can't." you try to reply, words coming out slurred.

"Breath with me darling, you can do this." she tells you instructing you to breath.

Her warm hands wrapped around your cold body as she inhales through her nose and exhales by her mouth while whispering encouraging, sweet nothings in your ear in an effort to calm you down. 

After a few minutes you start to calm down and your breathing starts to stabilize. When Nat also realizes that you've calmed down she swiftly picks you up and carries you to her bed. 

"Nightmares?" she asks shortly not wanting to go too deep into the topic so soon.

"Nightmares." you reply, thankful for how understanding she is. 

She gently places you onto her bed and lays down next to you, arms still wrapped around you. You snuggle further into her, feeling her warmth and taking in her scent. 

"You know, you can move in to my room if you want." she suddenly says out of nowhere.

"I don't want to make you feel obligated to offer such a thing just because of tonight." you nervously reply not wanting to make her feel forced to do anything.

"Are you kidding sweetheart, I care for you more than I've cared for anyone. I've been wanting to ask you this for quite a while now, I just wanted to take the lift off my shoulders as soon as possible since I was worried you wouldn't want to. That's why I asked right now, it all escalated very fast." she says.

"Nat, I would love to move in to your room. You're the only person I feel safe and at peace with. There is no other place I'd want to be when I can wake up to you every morning." you reply.

"I love you Y/n/n." she whispers softly.

"I love you too Natty." you reply.

And there you were falling asleep in each others arms, feeling content like never before. Everything you could ever ask for being each other. 

(not proofread😫)