Good Luck

Wishful Thinking

Part 5

~Miranda's P.O.V.~

I stared up at the ceiling of the apartment Kendall and I shared. Kendall was fast asleep next to me, and completely unaware of my silent tears inching their way down my face. My hands shook so violently that i felt they would fall off. I wanted to tell Ciara about me moving, but she was over at a friend's house. We were really close, and she confided in me about every crush she ever had, about every person who hated on her.

Kendall rolled over in his sleep, and I silently crept out of bed. I walked into the kitchen where Carlos was rummaging through the fridge.

"Carlos..." I whispered. He jumped and hit his head on the inside on the fridge. The sound made Logan wake up from his spot on the couch.

"What? I'm awake!"He says, looking up at me.

"Logan, shush!" I whisper. I hear a stirring coming from the hallway and a slight sigh. Probably James and Halston. Kendall doesn't sigh. Carlos massages the back of his head and sits down on the couch next to Logan.

"Miranda...why are you up so early? It's 2 o'clock!" Carlos asks me, a puzzled expression crossing his face.

"I couldn't sleep. I have too much on my mind right now."

"Well...I don't blame you."

"What do you mean?"

"Kendall told us about the call. He's real torn up about it." Logan says, hanging his head in mock shame.

"I know. So am i. I love Kendall. How can I just pack everything up and leave when there is so much here that i will miss?" Logan wraps his arms around me.Tears start rolling down my face again.

"Miranda...don't cry. It's not over. You still have two weeks. Who knows..."

"Carlos..." I hear. I turn around and see Alexa standing in the hallway.

"I'm going back to bed." I whisper. I turn around and walk over to Alexa.

"Miranda, what's wrong?"

"I will tell you later, okay?"

"Okay." I hug Alexa really quick, then walk back into the bedroom. I climb back into the bed and snuggle up to Kendall's chest.