Arranged but Loved (fanfic)

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I was sitting in a restaurant since past two hours waiting for my husband of exactly three years, but there is no sign of him. I checked my wrist watch, it showed 9:48, two minutes more, and I'll leave the place. But yet I decided to ring him once, but the ring went unreached and I tried twice, he declined my call, and I tried it the third time to make sure he's in his senses but, he was already on line with someone else. I sighed and dropped my phone in my purse and headed outside of the restaurant towards my car.

After driving for five minutes or so, I reached out shared apartment which me and my husband used to live in since we were married three years ago, how could he not come there? I thought he remembers that it was our  marriage anniversary. I decided to take a shower and then sleep as I have work tomorrow. I entered our bedroom and then took out my undies and then my pajamas to wear and went to have a warm bath. After fifteen minutes when I was finally finished, I dried my hair with the towel and wore my flip flops after getting dressed, I took my phone and went outside of the room to flop myself on the couch and wait for my husband for few more minutes, as I had lost my appetite so I decided not to eat anything. As soon as I entered the living room I heard the door bell, at this time of night? Might it be Jungkook? But he has the key to unlock the door though, I shrugged off the thought and opened the door to see an almost passed out Nicole - Jungkook's best friend since childhood- in arms of  a tipsy Jungkook. They must have been drinking a lot. I opened the door wider to let both of them in and moved aside to let him bring her easily. He made her lie in the couch and asked me to bring some water with a small towel and when I did, he dipped the towel in water and cleaned her face with it, his face full of expressions showing love towards her, with the expression by which he never saw me till now. He must be loving her so much more than me. I shrugged it off "I was waiting for you at the restaurant" I said to break the silence, he paused for a second and continued whatever he was doing as if nothing happened between us. "Didn't you remember what today was?" I asked, he furrowed his eyebrows trying to think the right answer "It was our wedding anniversary Jungkook" i answered for not letting him stress over thinking while being drunk, his eyes started to look sober, "I'm sorry" he said, i scoffed and turned my head to other direction and mumbled 'But sometimes a sorry will not fix a broken heart' we've always been cold towards each other at times like this, but we had become good friends and I fell for him since we became close. I sighed and sat on a chair which faced towards them. "Can you- Can you sleep in the guest room today? Nicole will be sleeping in my bedroom" he said, I looked at him blankly and without uttering a word, i went to our shared bedroom and shut the door.

How can he say that this room is his? It's our room. I went to my wardrobe and took out the purse in which i had a small box carried in it, it was a present from me to him, that we should bond at least now, but i closed the purse and kept it back. My heart didn't want me to do so, so i took the box out and kept it in the drawer of his nightstand with a sticky note saying 'This was supposedly a gift for our anniversary but it's already late midnight;)' and i took my phone and went out of the room "Everything is on it's place, she can sleep there" I said with no expression on my face, and as soon as i said those words, he picked her up and went in our bedroom and locked it. Is he sleeping with her? oh no, sleeping as only sleeping not doing some unholy things, i trust my husband. "Are you gonna sleep in here?" I asked from outside, he replied with a 'yep' so i went straightly to the guest room, and thank goodness i had it cleaned today, or i had to sleep in the living room's couch. I made myself comfortable on the room which used to be mine until six months of our marriage and after that i shifted all my things to his room which we shared till this night. I wasn't sleepy now, so i thought to watch some dramas, but in midway, my eyes closed and i fell asleep leaving my phone which was having a drama played in it all abandoned.

"Shit Kook! Ahh, Fuck!" i woke up to a sudden scream from our room, they're moaning? I stood up and went near his room and i could clearly hear their voices "Shh, don't be loud, we don't want my wife to wake up, do we?" it was jungkook "Ahh, faster Kook" it was Nicole, i went to kitchen and drank some water, trying hold back my tears whenever i could hear their voices, I went back to the guest room, trying to sleep, but i couldn't, thoughts of living my life without my husband haunted me. And i again heard her scream, now at this point I know that he doesn't love me at all. Not at all. I took the blanket and my phone and went to the living room, turned the tv on and searched something on netflix after checking time in my phone, it was already 3 am in the morning. Three more hours to go and I'll get ready to leave him and his house. I decided it while watching the movie. 

It was 5 am when Jungkook came down from his room, i know it was him, because he wakes up at this hour in the morning, he paused in his steps for a while but proceeded to go to kitchen to grab some water. He came out and sat beside me, I didn't budge a bit and stayed still. "How long have you been awake?" He asked me "Since Three" i replied fast without looking at him "Did you.... hear some........ weird things?" He asked me again, I nodded and stood up to go back to my room in which i spent last night, sleeping while my husband was busy fucking another woman who wasn't me, he tried holding my hand, but i dodged it "I'm going to sleep for a couple of hours and she better wake up, i have work to do" i said coldly and shut the door on his face after entering the room as he was following me "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do it" he said from other side of the door "Yeah, you're right, i made you fuck her, my bad" i said and pulled the sheets over my face after wearing my headphones to block his voice from reaching to my ears. 

After waking up at 8 am and freshening up, i went straight to out shared bedroom from where a sleepy Nicole came out, greeting me a good morning with a boxy smile on her face and her eyes still hooded, "Morning" I said with a small smile and went inside, her clothes and undergarments were shattered across the room and same goes to his clothes. I took a dress and changed in it, and opened the drawer in which i had kept his gift only to find out that it was untouched, but there was an addition of a box in it, it was a condom box, i scoffed and took out a paper from my tote bag and wrote a letter in it and kept it on the gift box. I took out my suitcase and my bag, filled them with my every belonging i had in this home and went out. "Did you sleep well?" Jungkook asked me "You have five minutes to explain me whatever you wanted to tell me before few hours" I said coldly without making an eye contact with either of them. "We were too drunk to realise what we were doing.... that's it" he said after a long gap of me coming out and asking him to say something do defend himself. "So you don't regret it" and now i looked at them, both of their heads were hung low in shame "And i know that I will not regret my choices, I'm leaving you, for our good so that you can live a good life with the one you want" i said the last line by looking at Nicole, and without even saying anything, i went back to our room and took my suitcase and my bag out with me "I'll be having Hannah send you the divorce papers, which would be already signed by me" and i took my car and kept my luggage outside "And also check the drawer of your nightstand where you kept the box to continue your unholy things" i kept them in my car and then sat in the driver seat and at the time when they came out to stop me, i had already started my car engine and drove off.

-Jungkook-

She drove off by the time i called her, i did a quick run to our room and opened the drawer, and saw a letter, and a box which had a sticky note on it saying 'This was supposedly a gift for our anniversary but it's already late midnight;)' i opened the box and there was a pregnancy test which read positive and a small note which was having 'I checked it a month ago from now and the medical reports said that i was two week old pregnant, which means, it's one month and two weeks for now' written on it. I opened the letter and started reading it aloud.

'It's me, your wife, i mean to say, used to be your wife until now, but since i see no interest from you in our relationship, i want a divorce and this baby will be with me and you can meet him/her only if you really want to, but also i would never let my child be in care and meet a person who can never take care of his wife, and cheated on her while having his mistress and missus under one roof and fucking her without even regretting it. I'm heading over to Yoongi's who became your good friend after our marriage, and my ex- boyfriend with whom i had to breakup because i was getting married to you, but now since our relationship of husband and wife has come to an end, i will marry him, he knows how to keep me happy and loves me more than any man in this world. And if you want to clear out something in the divorce paperworks, meet me there. So goodbye..... forever..... and a last thing which i could never tell you, I'm so sorry that i had fallen for you but thank you for making me realize that you are not the right one for me. Once again, good bye'

I broke down after reading it, and realizing what mistake i've done and now, i lost both, my wife and my child.

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