The absolute bad boy

Bad boy being nervous? | 7

My exams are over. Today was the last one and I bombed it. It was economics and it went awful. I am not really good in it. Today is gonna be all gloomy. I asked for a better ending not this. I am awful, the exam was awful, today is awful and every single thing today is awful. Well I cannot do anything is this, can I? It is what it is. I am feeling all down today and nothing can make my better, probably it can get worse but not better actually. Its already the worst though.

Its been around 12 days since the exams started. I thought I would be all happy for navratri after the exams but no I am actually not. I didn't get to enjoy the six days of navratri that went in my exams. And now I am sad. I must have not mentioned this before but I am gujrati. Zindagi Joshi! Zindagi is an odd name for being a gujrati but I love the meaning of it, Life! and also it is unique. 

Also it means 12 days since I met-

"Zindagi" said a voice from behind me.

"Yes?" I said turning to see who is it. It is Nishkarsh.

As soon as I can say one more word or he can say another word. Someone pushes me onto him and he gets peened to the wall with my hands on him and both completely startled. I stopped breathing. I cannot heart is beating fast. Probably he can hear it considering from our physical closeness. 

I come out of my what-just-happened moment and immediately got away from him. I am still startled. Judging from his reaction, he is also shocked.

"OH GOD!" He says and I can sense that he is I don't know.. nervous? "What was that?"

"I dont know." I said "Who was that?"

"OOPSIEE Sorry!" Mishka said from behind me with an extremely sarcastic tone and an evil face. Beside her, Its Utkarsh laughing trying to cover his face. 

Nishkarsh is gone when I turn back around. Usually in a moment like this, I expected him to flirt again but he didn't. Instead he looked nervous. That is so not him. He would have taken the advantage and would have thrown one more cheesy pick up line on me but instead he got away.

"Bad boy being nervous around a girl." Mishka says "AWW! How cute." 

"Shut up, will you?"

Was that the better end? I do not know. It had no effect though but it kind of fixed this gloominess. Goodness what am I thinking? Snap out of it.

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Normal life again wihout any exams but instead what I got is an unmeasurable amount of excitement for all the fun of festive season. Its finally here. Its the 7th day today of navratri. Dandiya night is close. When are we getting the circular? What if it gets all cancelled.

Suddenly a notification popped up on my screen. I began checking it and it is from the school group. After reading the message, a wide smile comes on my face.

Dear students,

Our school is organizing a fun dandiya night for our seniors. There would be stalls of food and some fun activities. Everyone bring their dandiyas as there is going to be a big dance party. Lets relax and have some fun as the exams are over. Timing 7 - 9.

Yess it is finally happening. Its day after yesterday. Oh god what would I wear. It is going to be fun. Mishika and Utkarsh also messaged on the group chat after reading the message and now we all are planning for the event.

This was the bettern end. This notification. Desi prom is here.