I Have A Crush On Him

Realising I liked HIM

Hey,if you are here means you actually clicked on the story , probably because you also have a crush like me or you just love stories well welcome :)

LILA'S POV

I was in my junior year getting ready to enter senior school when I realized I liked Kevin well he doesn't attend my school, so he was my church crush. I won't say I liked him at first cos he didn't seem like someone I could like, so here's the deal, in church I was the class president for double digit( for kids from 10-13) and you know I guess I got the respect but I didn't get the friends cos they only wanted to be friends with me cos I was the class P. Kevin was so a noise maker and I would punish him or separate him from his friends (I didn't like him then) but it wasn't too serious and I became friends with people that weren't just the best anyways I got invited to a sleep over I won't like it was so fun...it was just girls btw , And there was this girl named Tiara who I never liked until the sleep over ,well I didn't like cos everyone worshipped her beauty and I thought she was  proud until the sleep over turns out we are in the same age bracket and we actually have things in common ,we all talked about school that night like the fun part of school and it led to talking about our love lives ,crushes and dating , that was when she told me what hurt me the most  after I heard it I couldn't connect during the conversation,it was not like she did anything wrong or she was ta fault but it just hurt me in a way I didn't seem to understand and didn't have the answer to...like whyy??

Well....her younger sister started of With the guy that had a crush on her and we just laughed all through the gist session...while  tiara was laughing so hard she  decided to tell us about Kevin, I don't know why i was so interested but I was, she told us he told her he liked her and her reply was she only saw him as brother since their family was truly close something which cannot be denied. Hearing that made my chest hurt but why was my chest hurting ?why did I care about him of all people ?Kevin?.The next Sunday in church I didn't see him in class and when I asked around I was told he moved to the teenage church (13-19).
I was kinda sad and still confused about what I was feeling so I didn't bother finding out what I felt ,I was twelve by the way.

I finally turned thirteen ,it's so hard being the youngest out of all my friends,but now I get to go to teens church .my first day there was okay...I guess?.Apart from the fact that I couldn't talk to anyone apart from my friends in church that where already there and I wasn't even that close to them, anyways I joined the teens choir. After service was over I saw him sitting at the back...he had this cool,dark energy anyone would want to be friends with him but I just didn't know if he was friendly ,seeing him made me recall tiaras story and I had the same weird feeling I got when she told me about him..

I wasn't the kind of girl to go up to meet a guy and talk to him just cos I wanted to be friends I'd prefer you come to me but what was I thinking I have exactly zero feelings for him and he was going back to school today ,well he his a boarder, his school doesn't do day students ..yh so what was I thinking

It's just going to die down (the weird feeling) and I'll forget he ever existed since he was going to school right??