A few days have past and I haven't heard from Dino, I'm starting to get a bit worried so I messaged him and I didn't get a reply. I tried to call him but he didn't answer.....
2 Hours later I got a message from him saying, "Hey Babe. Listen I want to tell you something....."
"What's wrong baby?!" I asked nervously.
"I think we should break up, but I still want to be really good friends and I don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet anyway....."
I could of sworn I read the message wrong. I kept trying to re-read it but it didn't change..... Seconds later I started pouring my eyes out, I didn't know what to do. The fact that he didn't even have the nerve to tell me in person makes me feel like I'm not worth it and I'm just a bother in his life. I had to reply to hi, so I said "Oh, ok, yeah. I was also thinking about it. I also still wanna be really good friends. Let's pretend nothing had happened..."
How was I supposed to tell him that I was in so much pain and that I love him with all my heart, I didn't want him to see that I was sad about it so I just pretended that I was okay but inside I was dying....
Later that day I went out for coffee with a few of my friends and coincidentally Dino was there with a few of his friends, the boys joined a table with the girls. That moment was the most uncomfortable moment of my entire life, Dino didn't even say hello to me. I was so close to crying but I couldn't let him see how I was hurting.... Everyone at the table felt awkward because they all knew that we broke up. The girls were on the one side of the table and the boys were on the other side.
Every time I quickly looked at Dino he looked as if nothing had happened, just then I burst into tears and I ran to the bathroom.
I think what I'm sad about is that he doesn't feel how I feel and he obviously doesn't have feelings for me anymore.... No matter how much I tried to get over him, no matter how many faults I found wrong in him, the good ones over powered.....
My friends and I decided to leave, when I was saying bye to all the other guys I got to Dino and I didn't know what to do.... I gave him a hug, I have never had such a cold hug like that one. I didn't want to let go.....
I cannot get over Dino......
