Feelings Always Change

What do i really feel?

"Cat noir really had a girl friend and he was acting differently. He didn't flirt with me anymore he didn't call me mlady or bugaboo he didn't ask me on dates anymore. It likes his feelings completely vanished". Marinette said "and that's a bad thing you should be so happy and jumping with joy." she stated "i know but i'm so confused about how i feel i don't see catnoir as a friend anymore." she replies. Both tikki and Alya gasp "YOU DON'T WHAT" they both scream out "i think my feelings for him have changed." She says as she blushes at the fact of catnoir. "Girl snap out of it your in love with Adrien not Catnoir what about everything you had dreamed about with adrien the kids the future the hamster named whatever you said it was what happened to all of it" "guys im just joking obvious i think but it just didn't feel the same i think since cat noir liked me so much that became his personality to me and one that doesn't feel the same if he isnt in love with me". Alya glanced over at tikki which tikki made her way over to marinettes cheek and gave her a hug. "Marinette why dont you talk to cat noir tdy i could go see his kwami and tell him that you want to speak to him". Marinette thought abt it for a minute "idk tikki i wouldn't even know what to say to him tbh" "GIRL" alya looked at her annoyingly "how will you ever know if you truly like him if you dont even wanna hangout with him alone". Marinette looked outside the window and back at alya "your right i needa see if im lying to myself about my feelings or if i really like him, tikki can you tell cat noir about the meetup". Marinette asked with brighteyes she seemed happy at the fact she was gonna spend time with her cat. "ofc marinette ill go right now alya you should walk her home". Marinette and alya go to marinettes house awaiting an answer from tikki when she finally shows up". Marinette and alya look eagerly at tikki. "tikki spill what did he say" tikki started to form a smile "if i were you marinette i would be transforming right now". Marinette started to jump with joy "im so happy thank you tikki" she grabs tikki and gives her a little kiss. "ill be back soon alya" alya waves at ladybug as she rides away with her yoyo. She gets there and is surprised to see she is there first knowing that cat noir is always first. "i hope this isnt one of your mad tricks", she says as she talk to herself and start to alternate back and forth. Shes starting to get impatient and wants to see him in that moment. "UGH catnoir where are you". at this point shes been waiting for 5 minutes. "i knew he wouldn't just come back to see me". She throws her yoyo and someone in the distant catches it. "hey ladybug" he says as he walks towards her making direct eye contact. Ladybug looks at him and smirks "oh hey kitty cat i didn't see u there". He looks at her up and down examining her and then giggles. "I just wanted to see how long you would wait for me" Marinette lookes at her fingers. "in that case i would have been waiting forever". Catnoir looks at her surprised as she says this. "And yea why is that?". She starts looking at him. "Because uh i dont know" ofc she knows she just doesn't know if she truly knows. "Well maybe this is a good time to tell you i broke up with my girlfriend". Ladybug looked at catnoir with confusion "you did why?" she doesn't know why she felt this sudden relief but it felt good to hear those words. "Well i couldn't tell you because that would risk our secret identities". Ladybug looked at him while she put her hand on his hand "are you ok?". He looks at her hand and then at her. "im fine but i should be asking if you're ok". confused she asks "why should be asking me that?". Catnoir looks at the moon "before i saved you, it had been a month" Her smile fades. "I should have never left you, i should have stayed i-" Ladybug cuts him off "its not your fault kitty its mine..." The air getting cooler "i left you out the plans i shouldnt have you have been there for me through it out im sorry". Catnoir smiles and looks at her eyes "its ok ladybug i know im useless sometimes and you need the help of the other heros". "catnoir your alot of things but one thing your not is useless i didnt tell you about the plans because i was thinking about how your power could help us, instead of thinking how you could help and i thought in this plan your power wouldnt be needed". "oh" he says Ladybug looks at him guilty "im sorry kitty i dont deserve you". But before she could finish her sentence he hugs her tightly "i promise to never leave you again im sorry" Ladybug hugs him back as tears start to form silently "i care about you more than you know cat" she whispers.