I'll sacrifice myself ☆ Chanlix

Part 1

Bang Chan pov:

"Chan hyung!"

My heart broke. It was Felix yelling at me in a crying tone. I immediately turned around and saw Felix with a face full of tears. I stopped my dance practice and I ran towards him and wrapped him in my arms.

"What's wrong? What happened to you? Are you ok? Do you need anything?" I said as I rubbed his back slightly.

He looked at me with worried and saddened eyes.

"The people...they are back...."

I stood there in shock. It couldn't be true.

"What do you mean Lix?" I told him looking worried.

"You know what I'm talking about" he said in very soft and quiet voice

He broke down again. I tried wiping his tears and reassured him it would all be okay.

"Lix, it will be fine as long as I'm here with you nothing will happen."

I hugged him tighter than ever. I know what he was worrying over. It was the saddest day for him and he didn't want to remember anything at all.

After a couple of minutes of reassuring, hugging and wiping tears, I was able to calm him down. I took his hand and intertwined his with mine and walked home. I wanted to make sure he was feeling at least a bit more safe.

"Do you want to sit down on the couch while I take a shower?" I was sweaty from the practicing I was doing and didn't want to smell bad.

He then held onto me again.

"I don't want to be by myself" he cried out softly.

"You can sit at the door while I shower, how about that"

He nodded then followed me the bathroom. I took my shower and he was sitting facing the door. I had to go to my bedroom to change so I told him that we needed to go to my bedroom.

We walked in my room and he faced the door while I changed. While thinking about what he told me a tear fell down my cheek. I didn't want what he told me to be true.

"Chan hyung?"

"Hm?"

"You'll never leave me right?"

"Of course I wouldn't leave you, I'll always be by your side no matter what"

He then broke down again. I ran towards him and hugged him from behind.

"Felix, don't worry about anything, it will all be okay. I'm here for you and I always will be okay?"

"Okay I trust you.."

I held him tighter than I had before. I wanted him to stop crying. I was really worried about him but mostly about what he said. I'm worried for the both of us but mostly him. From now I'll have to deal with him and how to make him avoid anything that involves "the people".

I'm scared he will find out my secret...
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