"We're Just Friends"

!𝐼𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜𝒹𝓊𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃!

A/N - This story may include some increased details and sexual tension, please don't read if you are a young audience!

I never pictured myself as that girl, the girl who is totally obsessed with the idea of being in a relationship. I mean those girls are just so desperate and totally alone, I mean all those girls ever do is fantasize about their "dream" relationship.

Well... let's just say age 11 had a bit of an impact on me. My name is Alexis and I am so, that girl.

Having friends was always so hard to have when I was younger, and to be honest it still is. So for half of my life, I dreamed of a boyfriend or even a girlfriend. I just wanted someone to like me for me. I didn't care who they were or what they looked like... Well I kind of care, I mean they have to at least be hot. But that is just me talking, I am sure if they happen to be ugly, their cute in the inside....?

To be honest, I didn't think friends would be in my book, but I was wrong by a long shot. Long story short, this story will take place during my high school years. Middle school was just so hard for me, since I was bullied by some girls because I was too skinny. But high school was different, and I was all for it.

Freshman year was a really boring year, I got friends, lost some, but my real friends are still around. It's sophomore year now, I wanted this to be a new league for me but I already have some of old, bad habits. I have horrible grades, and also a tendency to be late to class. Besides all of my bad habits, I have one good habit...

Her name is Lilianna, she is my best friend. I knew her in middle school but we were never close like we are now. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Freshman year was a rocky year for our friendship, but this year we are inseparable! I honestly love what we have, she is just so kind to me, but she is also there for me, when I need someone. I mean she even holds my hand when I get scared, I kind of like how her hand feels in mine. Not in like a weird way or anything, I mean we are Just Friends...

A/N - Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think, also any ideas you have for me?