you and me, always

chapter 1- greetings

one day, two days, three days. just waiting for you makes me want to gag. 

"one, two, and a one two three four!" rock music starts playing. small concert i guess, with some local bands from our town. so far, nothing too exciting, nothing too boring. i just stay there for a while. i don't wait for anything in particular. i just wait until a good inspiration. one that would help me write a song. something that would make people relate to.

next day. happy? not really. I don't really act as if i feel anything. because i don't. because people are too oblivious to notice the fact that you feel hopeless. people never pay attention to others. because of their so called ego.

surprisingly, today we had a new student. his name was, uh, mafuyu? i can't remember. he seemed chill and nice though. surprising that i'm being "positive" here. i'm not. complimenting isn't always supposed to be positive nor negative. "hey, are you kotoro? i was actually trying to find you,, because you were assigned to be my school buddy to help me around the school! nice to meet you!" huh. surprising. the new guy with me? that can't be. i don't know anything about him and he doesn't know anything about me. so then what does he even want to know about this place? this place is a hell hole. "well er,, uh. greetings?."