I struggled with my emotions
Engulfed in them without any real purpose
I had no guidance, I was in need of some consultancy
No real influential figure led to me doing things with consistency
... Until i learn consequence wasn't just a word
I was new to God like a new born is to this world
I had many questions about how he can save my soul
As a child i was darken by anger, redden by hate and evil like if i were the devil's son
Dreams of spirits and angels of death fused with childhood horrors
By an early age I knew nothing but the bad road...
