Im not sure how long later but we broke up over stupid little reasons we were young it was understandable but we've kind of grown and matured together and I love her maybe even more than the start anyway no matter who I was talking to or how busy I was I couldn't help but think about her she was the best person for me we went through stages of talking and dating and not talking at all on and off for about a year and when we got back in touch we were only friends she was in and out of relationships and I told everyone I was straight and in denial cos at the time even though no one new cos I didn't wanna talk about it I was getting a lot of people turning on me or being rude because I was so open about it I wanted people to like me so badly I changed everything about myself and started acting differently doing my makeup to look like other people or what boys wanted , I didn't get in loyal relationships for the next six months and was surrounding my self with bad influences and it wasn't good for me which is when me and her lost touch again but I never stopped thinking about her , every relationship I had I compared to the ones I had with her and they were never the same I knew there was something about her which was just more
