At the core of me
Their is something inside of me
Feeling it flicker so violently
I speak so quietly
Why can't I find a way to stop feeling so nihility
I want to be the best
I want to be put to the test
It never feels like I can rest
I need to get these words off of my chest
It feels like life is meaningless
Big hole in my chest feeling lost in the emptines
I feel like a robot
Or perhaps I'm in a simulation
Or maybe
A combination of the limitations
Does anything really mean anything?
What does it matter?
Where do I go?
How does anyone just go with the flow?
I hope my ancestor smile upon me
As I smile upon the descendants that
Come after me
It's always hard when people aren't who you think
It's always hard when you are not who you think
It's always hard when things are not what you think
Life is so lonely because at the end of the day no one can see what you think
I guess all that really matters is that I stay true to myself
Become the version I always wanted to be
I guess this is the key
To living peacefully
But who do I want to be?
I want to be someone notable
Someone who's valiant and noble
Someone that lives with honor
Someone that can die with honor
Someone my family can be proud of
Someone that I could be proud of
I can feel the fire burn inside of me
Ice cold quietness freeze inside of me
Thunder strikes and my heart ignites
This is who I am
At the core of me
