Today I lost two friends.
They were real close friends.
I liked them equally but they disagreed or hate me so won't tell me why they hate me.
One friend was 8.5 years by my boring lonely side. They gave me a person to talk to. To care about. To love. Now I can't. Because I know I have or had no chance with them. They hate me. I know if they read this they know that I'm talking about them. But I have two blonde buddies who stick by my side. Along with super nice super friend. I have been looking for more friends but no one wants to be friends with a piece of crap like me.
No one likes me. At all
But if you're one of the real friends of mine. Thanks. It means a lot. I love how much you care for me when you have had others to care for for your self.
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My Life: Boring and Lonely as Always
RandomJust a little put together of my painful life It's hard being me. Real hard I have to manage to try and keep friends. Not get them
