Tum meri ho

Part 2

Sidharth

I spent all day in shooting and I'm dog tired. What I want right now is to cuddle up next to Shehnaaz and fall asleep in her arms, but I've got a little longer before I can do that.

Everything went better than expected and the director is more than happy. The day was full of people and questions, but still, Shehnaaz was in my thoughts. Today was a success which means another step towards a solid future for my wife. I've already got good money and a nice nest egg for whatever her heart desires, but I want to give her the world. All of this is for her and means nothing without her.

I crank up my Audi and turn on the music. It's late, but I can't wait to get to Shehnaaz and tell her all about the music video. She's my biggest champion and her excitement will be my own.

From the moment I laid eyes on her I knew she was the one. She walked into the set that day looking like an angel that just dropped out of the sky. She was all big eyes and smiles and I'd never felt anything as good as I did just standing in her presence. She looked up at me with her dark brown eyes and I swear I can't tell you if time stood still or it sped up. All I know is, the first time she laughed my heart was reborn. I've done a lot in my life, but from the first touch, the first kiss, I was remade into a man made for her.

Hell, the first day we got out of Bigg Boss, she was with me, I got her back to my place. I didn't think a woman as beautiful and precious as her would want anything to do with a big bear like me. But God smiled on me again and again until she finally said "Yes." I practically picked her up and ran with her down to the temple, because I was terrified she would change her mind. I thought that any second she was going to realize she could do better and be out the door. But somehow, some way, she loves me. She looks at me like I hung the moon just for her, and I swear to God, if I could I would.

She's so delicate and soft that I constantly have to remind myself to be careful with her. I have to go slow and be easy with her little body. She's the most important thing to me on this earth and I have to protect her. Even from myself.

My thoughts drift back to the last time I was away from her, and when I came home. I took her like a savage on our bedroom couch. Flashes of me gripping her hips and biting her shoulder as I took her from behind flood me. I'd left bruises on her silky skin and felt like a bastard the next day when I saw them. I'd ridden her so hard she had carpet burns on her knees, but she just laughed them off and told me how good it was. I know she was just trying to make me feel better about how rough I took her. She's my angel that way. Always saving me.

I promised myself I'd never do that to her again. So tonight if I have to, I'll jerk off in the car before I go inside so I'm in control. I can't take the chance of not being careful and hurting her.

The first time we made love, I thought I was going to split her in half. It didn't take as long as I thought to work myself inside her because she was so eager. I'm a big man all over, and it still barely fits inside her. Every time I get in her it's like being with a fresh cherry all over again.

I grip the steering wheel tighter and try to focus on the road. I'm too keyed up to think about fucking her right now. I need to slow down and think about making love. I sent her a quick text before I got on the road because I knew if I heard her voice, I'd ask her for phone sex. I just can't get enough of her, and even the drive home is almost too much to bear.

A song comes on about a father and his son and so my thoughts drift to babies. I can't wait to have a family with Shehnaaz. She's going to be such a great mom, and I want a baby with eyes just like hers. I never thought I'd be the kind of man that daydreams about kids and playgrounds and family vacations, but it seems it's the only thing taking up room in my head right now and I can't ignore it. I've got baby fever. Maybe it's because it's another way to bring Shehnaaz to me, but it doesn't feel that way deep down. In my soul I know that she's my other half and I'm ready for us to have it all. The house with mom, a mess of kids, and my wife on my lap.

What more could a man ask for?

I'm almost home and I can feel my blood pumping in my veins. I'm close to her, and my cock knows it. I reach inside my centre console and pull out the pair of panties I stole from her this morning. She slept in them last night, so they smelled so good when I pulled them off of her. I picked them up off the floor before I left and tucked them into my pocket. I had to leave them in my car today, because I didn't want anyone else catching the scent.

I enter the apartment premise and the place is pitch black as it is late at night. I pull up on the back side where it's deserted and turn off my car. I wait a few moments just to make sure no one is around and then put the panties to my nose. I inhale deep as I free myself and start to stroke it.

My mouth waters as the aroma of her sweetness fills my lungs. I think about all the dirty things I'd do to her if she were here in the car with me as I pump myself up and down. I'd make her bend over the console and stick her ass in the air while she sucked me off. I'd push my finger into her tight little asshole and make her moan as my cock went to the back of her throat. I'd flip her over and eat her pussy until the windows fogged up, then fuck her until the frame shook.

I take her panties from my face and rub them on my balls as I cum. Visions of her riding me and clawing at my chest fill my mind as the thick cum rolls down my shaft. The orgasm is quick and dirty and not as good as the real thing. It's cold out here as I clean myself up, but I feel more in control then I did before. Now I won't go inside and take her like some animal. Now I can go in and make love to my wife.

I miss her in my arms and I'm about to go fix that.