MY LITTLE KITTEN(man*boy)

Chapter 22. Coming Out?

Caleb Cooper

My heart was thumping hard the whole time  I walked inside the house. My sister watching every single step I took it made me nervous I was sure I was going to fall face flat on the concrete.
My sister saw us right? He saw a man hug and kiss me right? What was she going to say? Was she OK with me like this? What was she thinking right now? Gosh what if she tells mum, worse off what if she tells dad? I am so sure dad is homophobic. Damn what if my whole family is homophobic? Am I even sure am homo? I mean I don't see myself liking any other guys. And as much as I like kissing and touching with Nicholas, I don't think I see myself going further than that. I mean I was OK with touching his... Ummh, yeah his that. Does that make me gay? As far as I know I could only be attracted to him and him alone.

Ah fuck it!

Let's let it flaw the way it wants. If they are not ok with me like this am just gonna go back to school.

I went inside the house, seeing my mum on the living room playing with Nathan. I left my bag on the door side and made my way to the kitchen where my sister was. She looked at me then pointed at the tomatoes on the sink. I nodded and washed my hands and got working on cutting the tomatoes.

She did not say anything as she watched the meat sizzle in the pan, or when she added all the necessary spices, or when she added onions and carrots and everything else.

"Brisknberg..." she finally spoke "Brisknberg corporation?" she faced me after the realization and I just nodded. "the president?" I nodded again "the cold emperor?" another nod "that was him?"
"wow. You really hit the jackpot huh Caleb?"

I looked at her. She went silent again as if thinking.

"so who is fucking who?"

I choked on nothing, coughing as I stared blankly at my sister. How could she just throw a bomb like that out of nowhere. Wasn't she supposed to ask me if am interested in men first? She just stood there staring back waiting for her answer.

I gulped down a cup of water. "it's nothing like that" I muttered not trusting my voice after so much choking.

"cut the bullshit, I wanna know everything. Every detail"

"am not going to tell you details Charlotte gosh no" how much I wanted to say in her face that we are not close like that but I held myself back. "you only just had to find out like that, but it's not that I was ready to tell anyone ok? So give me some time here to adjust will you"

"he is your first?"

"you would know if you had been involved in my life" I ended up blurting it out and my eyes widened at my own words. She seemed shocked too but was quick to recover. She walked to me and sighed.

"Caleb, I know I haven't been there for you in a long time, and I know I haven't been a model of an order sister. But that does not mean that I don't care about you. I do, I just want to know what's going on with you. Am trying"

"..." I bit my lip. How much I wanted to say it's ok, that it was alright.

"and I know it's gonna take some time ok. Am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable. Just know am not trying to judge or anything. To me you're still my cute baby brother, whether you are into men or women"

I looked at her face and she smiled at me "so you're not weirded out? I mean even am weirding myself"

She laughed "so you still in the acceptance phase?" I nodded "you like him?" I nodded "then I don't think you need more thinking. If you like that hot chunk of a man then that's it, it's ok"

I chuckled "he is hot isn't he?" I asked with a tease voice.

"don't tell my husband ok?" we both laughed and she went back to cooking. I was glad my sister was taking this better than I was. I mean she wasnt disgusted as I thought she would be. Maybe even I needed time to get to know my sister better.