Hey love,
I miss you.....These words once made no sense to me..I never knew how we could miss a person ....i mean not just as a person, but how that person smelled...how they laughed..how their hair strands fell down their face...how their eyes shone when they look at you...how their warmth kept you warm while you slept...how they turned into a baby infront of you....how they hugged you tight....how they annoyed you...how they made love with you...how they went for a date with you...how they kissed you till you dropped...how you eyes locked and yearned for a kiss while you were in public...how at the end of the day after all the works and all the stress, you get that peace that your were yearning all day from that single person.....That peace ..that peace is worth it all.
7/11/22
Monday
The day you came home..Day before election.Never expected that this election would bring me so much of joy.People were worried about the result...but someone here was worried if she should come home or not.The decision she took was the best decision.
Virginity has nothing to do with us anymore.
8/11/22
Tuesday
Election Day
Excited about result?!Actually no but yes...Each time when I thought about the result my heart skipped a beat ...The heart which usually skip while seeing someone smile..We were worried if we would win the election...Life is gonna turn even busier if we won...The stress has already made our life terrible...Someone has felt that our bond is losing its strength..More stress could harm them...
Got ready with my girl for college.A college election day but with no decorations and excited students...Chairperson and vice chairperson slept together the day before...today they r here to witness their fate....Waiting for the result! Had some tasty pastaa...!!
Yehaaaa the result is out ...we lost
This lose was a win for us.There was colours around us ...all over our faces those colours could also brighten up our lives..after so much of stress and doubt ma girl decided to come home again...again she could the best decision.
How could a person be this cute!!!!!!
Got to know that classes will be suspended till 14 th November!!!Both of us are gonna be alone at homeeee !!!!!!!!!
9/11/22
Wednesday
Waking up beside my love!What else should I get ....The peacee....the PEACEEEEEE that I have now will never ever be traded with any fckng thing in the world .Her sleep ....Her messy hair....Her warmth.....Her tired face...hmhmhmhmhmhmhmmmmm!!!!! babyyy!!she is the prettiesttttt of all!!
Gotta do some stuffs today .....Went to college and then for a date...Could meet a person who knew who my girl was to me...Had some FUD...Trying out new fud with my girl has turned into my favorite hobby now...I wish I could do this my whole life...The way she looks at me when I get excited about the fud...The way we get stuck not being able to finish the fud we bought.......I love it...Reached home....Home has again turned into a place that I love .Went for a walk.
I donno how this bitch got close to my fam so fast....I always wonder, if I was her, would I be able to speak to my fam like tht and get close to them so easily...We never felt like she was guest input house...She was one among us...And she always will be..
She always say tht she is afraid to talk but she did it as if it was just a piece of cake.
Sleepless nights ?Not exactly ..We sleep ...but I can feel that love is in the air..and it's fckng HOT!!!
10/11/22
Thursday
More days to go....Begged my girl to stay longer...And it was worth it..Even if my memory is weak I try my best to point out things that I have felt in these days ....We had a home day I guess...Please forgive if it's not right...ordered FUD..activites to overcome social anciety.....and had a art date....coloured our lives with paint....painted stuffs...could see the growth of two budding artists...felt like my home has more shine and spark .
11/11/22
Friday.
Wished my girl stayed that day too...and tht wish has been granted...Could meet friends....Went for another date...A Gud one...Fud and the right person makes a date perfect
This date was special...I mean the roads....the weather and ofcrs my fav one .....these made it special ...I wish we could drive more roads together like this forever....I really wished this ......I hope....I really hope....
We got to eat some tasty potato wedges.....
Cried ..but those tears had tones of love in it .......heared my girl sing......she fckng SANGGGG!!!!!
How could a girls voice be this gooodddd....this shit doesn't know how perfect her voice is....hope this dumbass realise it soon ...very soon...Her voice made me cry....i literally cried.....those tears were of joy...
Had a gud night...laughed a lot...another night that I would keep close to my heart forever....
12/11/22
Saturday
Each second reminded me .tht she's gonna go back!....what do I do....I'm helpless.....but this is inevitable and necessary..thought tht this day wld be filled with tears but guess what it was
..but those tears got dry with some pure pure pure songssssss...what a singer ....what a guitarist...and waht a joy can music give...That was gud...ofcrs memorable...
Time flew so fast....we had to accept it...and then yes then...she left...she had to leave...hope she can survive ...like I do...
I misss her...yessss...I MISS HER...now it makes sense
Now I know how a person can miss a person not just as a person .....The emotions.....the laughter...the tears....the peace .....the joy.... The sex.... The love....the smell....The colours....The eyes...the hair..the heartbeat...the warmth....everything close to my heart....wld stay close to my heart...even if I turn in to a star in the sky...
Even if I turn into memories....These days would always be with me....
