𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙿𝙰𝙸𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙲𝙰𝚄𝚂𝙴 Johnny Lawrence x reader

21.𝚁𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽𝙶𝙴.

"Y/n!" I shouted across the street, hoping to find her anywhere. I didnt care if she hated me, I just wanted to make sure she was safe. I shouted her name again, feeling my stomach turn at no response. I felt tears prickle at the corner of my eyes. Never had somebody made me feel this way. worried, sick...

I just hope that she'd let me explain tomorrow. I don't want to lose her. Never again.

Y/N POV:

My hands shakily touched the dirty doorknob as I turned it and walked in with a quick speed. making sure I slammed the door behind me. Mascara was dripping down my face. staining my skin.

But my eyes quickly landed on my mother, sleeping on the couch with papers on her hands and on the table. I let out a small sigh before grabbing a light blanket from the chair and placing it over her body.

I smiled at her sleeping figure, placing a small kiss on her cheek. She must've had a hard day today.

I admired her face but something in the corner of my eyes caught my attention.

It was a letter.

I slowly grabbed it and read the big bright letters.

'Overdue payment'

I felt my throat tightened. It was like everything bad was suddenly happening. I felt tears form again. Why was I such a sensitive person? I felt weak. Stupid. I didnt have anybody.

I softly placed the paper down to not wake up my mother and began walking to my room, closing the door quietly.

That's when I broke down. Sobbing into my palms as if I was drowning. The pain overwhelmed me. What did I do to deserve this.

I covered my face with my arms, makeup ruined from the salty tears.

..

Its been a couple of days since Ive talked to johnny. and honestly I missed him but I can't forgive him for doing what he did.

"And thats what he said, 'will you go out with me?' " Susan talked loudly, her face red as a tomato. But I didnt do anything. Not moving or speaking.

"Really? Wow, I guess that means all of us have dates, and what about you Y/n? Tiffany?" Ali asked, making me look at her and tiffany sitting in front of me. Staring at me, like she was trying to figure out something.

I just shrug my shoulders and stood up, walking to the trash can with my barely touched food. I didnt feel like eating.

But I wasn't watching where I was walking because I bumped into some one, making the food spell over my white shirt.

I gasped in shock, looking at now ruined clothes. my eyebrows furrowed as I looked up at the stupid idiot who dared bumped into me.
But a pair of apologetic blue eyes stared back.

Thats where I lost my words. anger filled my soul.

"Cant leave it alone, can you?" I told him before walking past him. But he grabbed my arm.

"Y/n." I glared at him, yanking my arm back.

"I dont have the time for this." I spat,
looking him up and down. He really did have a talent for spilling food all over me.

He tried pulling me back but I walked away, throwing away my trash and going to the bathroom to clean myself.

After lunch. I made sure to distance myself from Johnny and Tiffany, whenever Tiffany got near me, I'd leave without wasting a second.

"So you wanna come over again Y/n?" Ali asked, smiling at me but I shook my head slowly.

"No I'm good, Ive got some things to do." I said quietly, looking down on my wooden desk.