The Zalfie Baby

Ok, lets calm down!

ALFIE'S POV:

I'm too young, I want to say but I know that Zoe will be more upset if I do.

But I really am too young. Just 21. Is it really a time to have baby. And even more how do we deal with this?! How can Zoe keep this is a secret.

I feel sad; for her. I wonder how this happened. It must have been at least o month or so. Not that I would know.

I can't find anything to say. If I say something I know that it will frighten Zoe. Because all I'm thinking about are negative stuff. Stuff that we don't want to deal with...

Can we really run away from the truth? Me and Zoe we are inseparable but I'm afraid our worries will break us apart.

I keep thinking calm down, calm down, calm down.

"Ok, let's calm down!" I say. Even though I know thats impossible. Everything is impossible.

ZOE'S POV:

Laying on the bed I think. I'm not too young 25 and happy. But then I feel sad for Alfie.. How could he ever be ready for all this? But more important how do I calm down, atop thinking about everything that could go wrong and I mean EVERYTHING! I even made a list in my mind:

•Everyone could learn.
•Our relationship could end.
•My parents could be bad at us.
•Our life will change forever (in the bas way)
•Something could happen to a life living inside of me.
•We can't take care of a baby
...

And so on I think. Anxiety takes over my body. I try to close my eyes and relax. Its so hard yet I keep trying.

"But how Alfie, how will we calm down?" I manage to ask. Hoping he had an answer.

He didn't. After what feels like an hour in my patience he says; "We are in this together. Thats why we should calm down. We really do love each other more than anything. Thats why we should calm down." he manages to say.

I know thats true but it wont take away the truth. I need help. I need help from somebody. Are my last thoughts then I can't take it anymore, realizing I'm to weak and close my eyes; it's like they'll be closed forever.

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I wake up. It's dark. Alfie's side of the bed feels cold. Where Nala sleeps, right under my feet also feels cold. I know they aren't at home. Have they left me. How could they do this?

How could Alfie do this I think. Forgetting about the baby. His words keep repeating in my mind "Ok, lets calm down!" But I can't.

How can you calm down when you think you are abandoned. Simple; you cant.

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Woww you guys really like my story I got a few comments saying I should continue. That makes me sooo happy. So I hope you enjoy a lot!! I dont know if I lost my touch. I hope i didnt but thank you for 700 reada!! Thats a lot. KEEP READING!! :)))