Layla

Chapter 4

I was feeling scared. I had panic attack, i'm really scared meeting new people. But, at the same time i felt so happy. Roxanne seem to be really nice.

We got along fast. She was also listening to lil peep. We had a lot of in common. We started to chat everyday. Everything was going so well. After some month we did our first call. I was little scared, but it vent well. I was so happy for the rest of the day.

But, everything changed on April first. I had to meet up with Saulė. I was really scared that Saulė gonna see my and Roxanne chat and do something bad. Roxanne knew about her. I told her everything. I told how horrible she was with me. How badly she treat me.

Like i expected, she saw my and her chat. But, i didn't expect her to force me to call her and tell her, to never ever text me again. I called her, when i told her that I hate her and i hope she will never ever text me again. I could hear, how sad she was after she heard it all. She take bit breath and said okay with really sad voice.

I felt like my heart was broken. All this happened bacause of Saulė. I hate her so much. Roxanne blocked me. I felt really bad and i missed her.

Time passed. Roxanne has unblocked me. I texted her and asked how is she doing. I knew, that she wasn't doing well. So wasn't i. We started talking again. I explained to her what was happening. She understands everything. I think she still was sad.