😞 it's your birthday pops *sighs* your big 19 it's supposed to be happy and joyous I'm trying to be flappy because ik that is what you want it's just so hard because we're worried about you everyone who loves and cares for you is praying and hoping you get better Mom is a mess Grammy is on a completely different level we need you dad you need us you have to pull through in the words you sing to us v.v don't worry about a thang cause every little thing is gonna be alright...happy birthday pops get better and come home to your family please dad I know I never said it before but I love you dad *sighs walking off book* 😔😞💔✊🏽💯