Coming out

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I walk down the stairs extremely nervous.  I fucking belive I'm doing this, what if they don't support me?,what if they hate?, oh my god what if they tell mom and dad who might kick me out? (Even though Mary Lou would never) At this point I start hyperventilating I'm gonna have a panic attack I though to myself as I curled in to a ball I start and my breathing starts picking up more. I heard the door slam shut "Hey I'm home!"  Nick yell that's when he saw me, he came crashing down next to me "Hey hey hey darling look at me."  I look at him "Follow my breathing." He told me in calm and comforting voice "I-I-I-I-I  c-can't." I muttered "MATT Y/N NEEDS HELP GET DOWN HERE!" Nick yelled  Matt comes running in upstairs and Chris from the living room "WHAT WRONG?" Matt and Chris ask at the same time "She having a panic attack,"  "Hey hey hey hey y/n/n look at me."  I look up at him "Everything is going to okay, follow my breathing okay." I try to slow my breath "I c-c-c-can't." Matt pulls you close to his chest listening to his heartbeat slows my breathing down "There you go,chris go get her some water."  Chris passes me the water "Do you want to tell us what happend?" Chris asked me as I pull away from a very concerned looking Matt "I umm I can't."  I said "Why not?' Nick ased me worriedly "I'm scared of what you might said or do."   I said truthlfully "You know we would never hurt or say anything to hurt you right?" Matt asked me "I know but this different." I added while staring at the floor "different how?" Nick said "I think I'm bisexual and I'm scared of what you guys would think, next thing I know I'm spiralling out of control."  I said still eyeing the floor until trevor comes along a licks me I muble hi  trevor under my breath "Y/n we love you no matter what." Chris said as he kissed my head "You know nick is  gay so why did you think we would have a promble with you being bi?" Matt asked me "Because some people think you can only love one gender." i said "Well we don't fuckoing what or who you love as long as you'er happy and safe." Chris said "To quote Lady gaga No matter gay, straight, or bi', lesbian, transgender we love you no matter what."Nick said as Matt picked me up and throw me over his shoulder and brought me to the coutch "We are going now watch a butch of movies." I opened my mouth to speak "No you don't have a choice." They all say at one time "I was going to thank you guys and I love you all also Nicky I want cudddles."  I said Nick jumped on the coutch next to me then I cuddled into his neck and fell right asleep ten minutes later.



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