Our Heroes

(Chapter 27)

I woke up with Ran in my arms he was peacefully sleeping so I didn't want to bother you I thought about what could happen when he wakes up. I hope he forgets about it and is not mad at me.

But I guess I can't blame him. He never needed to come here but yet he still came because of me. My thoughts were interrupted by Ran. He softly groaned slowly opening his eyes. He justed stared at Me plainly clearly not over it all.
"Please Ran, Don't be upset at me,"I whined.

He just tightly hugged me sigh into my chest not trying hurt me. I just sighed feeling hopeless.
"I know you're mad at me,"I whispered stroking his long un- braided hair. Ran didn't respond and clinged onto me even more.
"Come on lets get some breakfast and please try talking to your mum and sister,"I said getting up.
He just followed behind me silent not agreeing or disagreeing to do so.

We made are ways down stairs to the kitchen to see mum feeding chiyo some pancakes.
"Good morning, mum,"I smiled.
She looked at us and smiled.
"Good morning, Smiley,"
"Good morning, Ran,"
He looked at her and blankly stared at her before he walked over to the table taking his breakfast and walking out.
"Wait Ran, we are ment to eat around the table and you can't ignore your mum,"I sighed.

I went after Ran, going into our room. I slammed the door clearly furious at his behaviour.
"Ran, could stop at like a five year old and grow up, you're the fucking adult here,"I shouted.
"How the actual fuck am I going to go around this house, sleep in this bed, eat this food knowing that I was starved, beaten, tired down to my bed, verbally abused, I don't even want to be here yet I'm so fucking In love with you that I will risk my sanity for you, so don't fucking tell me to grow up when I don't fucking know why I'm even here,"he snapped back.

"You're so selfish..."I mumbled.
"You're so God damn selfish, do you ever think if I'm okay it always me for you why can't you see that I'm not okay, every single day I hang by a thread, whiles you have lots, like a family that wants to change, wealth, a career, every single person on this world thinks you're handsome, you're famous model yet you still think that you have nothing please look in the mirror, "I shouted with tears gleaming In my eyes.

"Don't you say that I'm selfish, when I always thought about you before myself I always thought about how you were feeling or if you was hurt but when I finally think of myself it's me being selfish,"he shouted slamming his hand hard on the bedside table.
Ran took the glass mirror throwing it at the wall shattering it into pieces from rage.

I break down into tears angry and hurt. I covered my mouth trying to silence myself.
"Fuck you Ran, you don't think about what you're doing or saying,"I shouted walking out the room. He tried stopping me but I flung his hand off.

I walked to the living room where mum and chiyo were.
She noticed me crying.
"Oh darling, come here,"she said pulling me into a hug whiles we sat ⁰down on the chair.
"We heard you arguing,"mum said gently stroking my back.
"He got carried away and threw the mirror at the wall breaking me it scared me."I sniffed.

"It's okay I think he needs some space,"she spoke rubbing circle into my back.
Chiyo ran up to me and out her cute little hands on my face.
"Don't cry,"she said pouting.
I giggled at her cuteness.
"I'm not cry look,"I said as I wiped my tears off my face and smiled.
"Good, now come and play," I laughed dragging me away.

We played for several hours until it was 7pm. I was kinda upset Ran never came down stairs to apologise to me. But I will wait until he's ready.

When I was helping chiyo clean up the toys I notice Ran coming down the stairs. I turned away trying act as if u was mad when really I wanted to be with. He came into the living room and stood at the door.
"GO away big brother, you made smile upset."she yelled running up to him and attacking him.

I laughed at her cuteness.
"It's okay chiyo he wouldn't hurt me,"I said walking to her picking her up. I looked at Ran waiting for him to say what he was gonna say.
"Umm can we talk in private, "he mumbled.
"Okay but make it quick,"I said carefully placed chiyo on the floor and walked...

I'm leaving this on a cliffhanger because it's fun that way.

Hope you enjoy,

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