Trapped

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Rima's POV
I was walking towards my way to park where were holding guardian meeting. KusuKusu was giggling all way along for god knows why. I was deeply Lost in thought about someone. About her. My best friend. Everyday I ask myself something 'why? Where did I go wrong?' Inside of me was tearing when I saw her leaving. Leaving us. Leaving me without any other single word. But I tried. I tried to save her. I tried everything... Or maybe that's what I thought till now. What broke my heart was
"You were never my friend to begin with, Mashiro-san"
She said it with so much coldness as if she hated me for a long time. I felt left out, useless and betrayed that time. I was never this devastated in my entire life. She never called me by my first name. But somehow I felt as if their was pain in her voice.

What happened next day was something no one expected. The girl suddenly changed into a whole new person. The once loving and sweet girl changed into a cold and heartless one. After guardians left her, she left the school. No one seemed to remember about the certain pinkette as if she never existed. I also tried to convince myself that I never had such person in my life who seemed to love me for who I am... But I realized that I couldn't shut her out of my life like she did..I still treasured her after all these 5 years. 5 years of hell without her.
Even After all these years I didn't change much physically. I still had knee length dirty blonde hair and cold amber eyes. I got curves in all right places Though yaya who had much better ones beat me to it. I'm still as popular as I was in past. Those annoying so called followers always followed and assisted me in everything .... Which was irritating but I think I kinda feel happy with them being around me. But just a little. What annoyed me the most was my height... Still small as ever. My small kid like height was reason why I was officially started being called drafs by everyone even princely tadase calls me that though he claims that it is accidentally all the times which I definitely don't believe. In my first year of high school as freshman, everyone in corridor was giving me weird looks what annoyed me was teachers also thought I'm some elementary school kid. Can you believe it? I DON'T AND I ABSOLUTELY DON'T WANT TO!!

I snapped out of my thoughts when I bumped into someone. I fall down with a small 'thud'. "Ouchh..what the.." I moaned in pain. I looked up to see none other than purple haired freak aka. Fujisaki Nagihiko. Urghh.. I inwardly growled. Even now I still hated him. Or thats what I claim. "Oh, Rima-chan. Sorry I didn't saw you since you're so short." He said with a smrik which seemed more like a smile to others but I know better. He clearly was mocking me about my height. I hate when people talk about my height. No exception to crossdresser. "Or maybe someone who is obessed with crossdressing is just freakingly tall. Like you." I said with a smrik. As soon as I said crossdresser his smile vanished which brought me pleasure. He hates when someone calls him crossdresser such as I. And there our 'little' fight started. Like everyday.
After sometime, we stopped and agreed to go park together which we often do. Even though we hated each other we were still in good terms.
Soon after we joined others as well. Kukai brought all of us ice-cream. Mine was strawberry flavored which reminded me of amu. My eyes softened of her thought. kukai who was often prone to ruffle my hair, ruffled my neatly combed hair which annoyed me. He doesn't know how hard is it to manage long curly hair. He was talking (or yelling) to yaya about her eating his share of icecream who was very busy eating her (or his) icecream. On other side was tadase talking happily to nagihiko about how beautiful day is. Our char as were exitedly buzzing around like bees in summer. I sighed quietly. I was left out... It was lonely feeling.
As i licked my icecream my thoughts directed towards amu who came to my mind suddenly. I wonder if she is alright? Did she still rememberd me? Did she made new friends? Or was she feeling alone like me? All of my thoughts was about her. Amu this, amu that. I suddenly heard some soft voice which sounded like miki. I stopped at my tracks wide-eyed. At my sudden action others stopped as well. They looked at me questionably. "Rima-chi? Why did you suddenly stopped walking? Is something matter? You seem shocked" she asked me. Concern was clearly evident in her eyes. Even though yaya was childish and can be annoying, she was still a dear friend of mine. After all these years, she changed into somewhat matured person when it comes to other people emotions. Which was quite a shock. She claims that it is all amu's doing. She also missed her like me but never shows it to others. We've also become so close thereafter. I shook my head to her questions, " no, I...I just... Oh no nothing. I-it must be my imagination. Nothing else. Let's go." I continued my stroll. As they still looked at me with concern. " I said I'm fine." I said with bored tone but it surely reassured them.
No it can't be them.. It just can't. I surely must be hearing things. But what if....if she is back? Why Am I feeling excited at the thought?
Having her back, that alone thought made her so happy that she couldn't control herself. But at second thought, she was scared. Scared at facing her again.