crying is not for weak people.

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When they entered in their room jennie made Lisa's head laid on her thigh and started caressing her hairs........

Lisa - so what you wanted talk?

Jennie- Lisa I wanted ask you are u fine?

Lisa - of course I'm fine.... Is that what you wanted to talk.

Jennie- we are married and you should not hide anything from me..

Lisa - ahm.. Jennie... I'm... Not hiding anything from you.

Jennie- when you were in hospital. I read your letters in your closet that you wrote in your childhood.

Lisa got up from her thigh shoked and was speechless.

Jennie- today I went to your office to give you lunch. And I listened what you and dad were talking. I never thought that dad will be behind all this  happened to you. Your childhood.. Your teen... Your married life.. Everything is under his control... Why you never shared anything with me and beared everything by yourself.

Lisa - n-no no... J-jennie there i-is nothing llike t-that.. Dad i-is not b-bad.. It's m-me who d-disappoints him s-sometimes so dont w-worry ok..

Jennie - don't try to cover him Lisa .... You never do that.. You listen to him everytime with your lower head.. Do what he says.. Even if it's 24 hours working.. Even if he beat you ... You never say a word..

Lisa - Jennie that's f-fine.. He is my dad.. He can do everything I shouldn't disrespect him.

Jennie- oh please Lisa why don't you see it... Even your doctor said that your brain have emotional torture injuries...

Lisa- that's a-ccident.....

Jennie- No it's not he told me clearly that it's not from accident they are from many years..

Lisa-😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐...

Jennie- can you see that dad is not treating you like a daughter... He thinks that you are his slave.. A working machine... Please Lisa think about yourself too.. Tell me everything what had happened to you in past... Please tell m-

Lisa - ENOUGH.. Please Jennie.. I know all of this... I can see all of that... You want to listen my past right... Then listen... He abused me since I was just 4 years old... He used to abuse my mother too.. And one day he beated her too much that s-she she d- died.... My mother fucking died.... And my father was the killer.... I was crying mess he than tolde me that crying is a thing of weak people... I never shed a tear from that day... He used to train me to become a mafia since I was 8....although I wanted to be a photographer... He never asked me... He just trained me like hell.. He made me starve.. That I lost interest in eating... I just eat twice or thrice a week... And survive on that... I even tried to s-suicide.many times. But he h-he don't e-even let m-me d-die... He would save me and b-beat the shit out of me... Sometimes he would lock me in basement for many days without any source even a fan or light... Rats used to bite on my bloody wounds.. I would scream... But he just... Ugh... He even made me handle companies And this mafia business at very young age And now he forcefully made us married... I loved you at first sight... But I never told because... My dad told to treat you like he treated my mother or h-he will kill you... But I always try to protect you... But I had to thode bad things in front of him... That made me hurt myself even more... Even at our wedding night I didn't wanted to force you.. But dad told me to do so... And he was standing outside of our room... I'm sorry....sorry for everything I did... You can leave me if you want... I know I'm a shit. Useless. Etc... I don't deserve you... I'm so bad for you... But I love you and dad both... Yes I still love him... Because he was all I had before you... I never had friends... I never shared anything that happened to me, what I feel, that I wanna cry but I don't wanna be weak in my dad's eyes... I just needed his one appreciation for me I always tried my hardest to just listen a good from his mouth .. But unluckily I never got that.... I'm not a rock or heartless.... What other people think about me.... I also have feelings... Feelings that are being uncontrollable in front of you for the very first time... I don't even know is this how you tell anyone what you feel.... But I trust you more than myself jennie.... I love you more than myself.... That's I want the best for you... Please leave me... And have a happy life in outer world... I have been abusive to you... That I feel to much ashamed to even look in your eyes... Please I'm s-sorry jennie.

Lisa said while hanging her head and jennie was crying through out Lisa explosion of truth. Jennie knew that something is wrong.. But didn't know that it would be this hard . She is just blaming herself for getting manipulated in Mr. M's sweet talks.

Jennie- I'm sorry to Lisa... I always got you wrong and got manipulated by dad... I wish I know that from start... I love you too Lisa.. Love you more than anything... But I hide it because of your behaviour towards me.... Mr. M that I thought was good... Is a murderer of his own wife.... And made your life hell... And dont worry he can not kill me.. I know you can protect me.. I'm not going to leave you... You are my happiness... You are best Lisa don't blame yourself... Just Mr. M can't see your efforts... You are not useless you are perfect... I will not him beat you again... I will make sure you don't starve anymore.. I will always take care of you my love... Your body is really so weak... We will think of a solution for it together ok... And most important is that crying is not for weak people... Crying is a emotion that anyone can have... You don't have to hide your tears... It is a sign that hoe you have been strong throughout your life.... Cry and take out all you have in your heart...

Lisa cried in jennie's chest for 1 hour and her eyes were ploughed red... Then she stop crying and jennie kissed her swollen eyes...

Jennie- let's sleep now love... You must be tired...

Lisa- yes baby let's sleep and thank you for everything.

Jennie- you are so cute when you call me baby... Please keep smiling hon you look so handsome..

Lisa blushed and burried her face in jennie's chest.

Then they keep cuddling whole night jennie was lying on top of Lisa and buried her face in Lisa's neck smelling her soothing scent and drifted to sleep.

Lisa was caressing jennie's back who was lying on top of her. Lisa was feeling so light then she heard jennie's cute snors and chuckled... Then she kissed her forhead for a min then slept while hugging jennie tightly in her arms...

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