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DİARY OF AN ADDİCT !

hello my diary ;

First of all, I want to ask you this. Have you ever been addicted to anyone? What I mean by addiction is not the inability to be without it. Feeling as if he is with you even when he is not with you. Even going beyond feeling and keeping him alive in your dreams even if he dies. I experience this situation literally every day. I know how it feels. This is both terrible and beautiful. If you're wondering why I say that, let me explain. I had a boyfriend who loved me very much. He was very valuable to me. I used to talk to him every day without getting bored. We were very happy together. By then I had a few more boyfriends but he was the best. Even the dreams we had with him made me feel good. until the day he died...
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I will never forget that day. I even feel like I'm going crazy when I think about that day. You ask why ? because I killed him. Yes, I accept that. But don't worry, he's back. Don't say that the dead don't come back...

My boyfriend still comes to visit me every night. He tells me about his life in the other world.

Of course, my aunt, who is my only relative, does not believe me while these events are taking place. He brought me to this hell himself because he saw me as a madman who was already out of his mind. That's why I hate him. Besides, she doesn't even leave her luxurious life and come to visit me. Can you believe? I'm alone in this hell. Me and Robert are stranded here with rats. By the way, Robert is my ex that I told you about. Although, after he died, the ice between us melted a little more and we are now lovers again. No matter how often Robert visits me, he is my guest in this world. I am the host of this hell. Anyway, no phone here! What have I become now, they don't even let me use my own phone. I'm writing this in secret from those filthy doctors.

Also, the food here is very bad. Look at my situation while my Aunt Linda is eating in luxury restaurants in her own luxurious life!

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Anyway, that dirty doctor is coming, my diary, I'll write to you later.

* My doctors Mr. John and Mrs. Julia came in.

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Mr. John : we have good news for you clara !
Clara : All my attention is on you doctor ¿
Mr. John : I have good news for you, Clara. You don't have to use all of these stupid drugs anymore. If you only take one or two, it will be enough for you. Because as we understand it, you don't hallucinate as much as you used to, do you? This is an indication that we have come a long way with you. I believe you. If you go like this, you can get rid of your addictions.
Mrs. Julia : I agree with mr john, clara. You've come a long way and that's great.
Clara : oh yeah? this is amazing i am really happy i was able to make so much progress on the way to recovery thanks mr john and mrs julia all thanks to you :)
Mr. John and Mrs. Julia ( both at the same time) : Clara, we really thank you. We didn't know you were so eager to heal. Thanks for your patience.

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When they both leave the room, Clara continues to write in her diary how she feels about what happened to her, her feelings and thoughts...

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That's when Clara realizes her ex-boyfriend has arrived...
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TO BE CONTİNUED  !

Clara :