Missing you

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Liam- I walk into the bedroom quietly after a long day of work plopping down into the empty cold bed due to Liam being away on their 'Where we are Tour' this house has been almost to quiet aside from hearing our tiny pup Sebastien's paws every time he speeds on the hard wood flooring that we just recently had put in. I stare up at the ceiling blankly with out any emotion, what's there to think about anyway? I mean besides the fact that I hate being here alone, missing Liam or counting the days until he arrives home again, my mind replays the same thoughts every time he leaves. A sigh escapes my lips as I grab my phone and the glass of red wine I had poured for myself after changing, walking out onto our balcony. I set the tall glass cup on the railing as well as my phone staring around the rather black atmosphere, I especially hate it around here when it's dark, I over think things, the slightest sound scares the shit out of me and living in this big ass house doesn't help any. I hear my phone ding an instant smile spreads across my face knowing it's finally Liam. I had been waiting for a text all day, aside from the one he sent this morning saying he loved me and that he would reply when he could, which is obviously now. 'Hey baby, just finished up the second show here in Albany New York, in the bus now, hanging with the boys, how was your day love, can I call you?' I reread his text a few times before actually replying. 'It's like 8:00 p.m. where you are and it's 1:00 a.m. here babe? But yes of course you can call me.' I send the text leaning forward against the railing hearing Sebastien trail out onto the balcony as well. I see your contact pop up on my phone signaling you are calling clicking the green accept button on my yellow iPhone 5. "Hey baby, I miss you so much." His deep British accent carries through the phone to my right ear. "I miss you so much more, and I believe Sebastian misses you as we'll, I didn't even get your name out all the way and he was already out on the balcony." I say giggling slightly as I stare up at the sky. I hear you chuckle which puts me at slight ease but not as much ease as I would be in if you were here to simply touch me right at this moment. I feel a slight sting in my chest as you sigh slightly covering it up with a cough. I knew you were tired yet you stayed up to talk to me, even though it is not that late over there, it made sense you still being tired from bouncing around a stage almost all day. "You know no matter where you are in the world, the moon is never bigger than your thumb?" He whispers randomly through the phone causing my eyes to dart to the sky landing on the moon smiling widely. "It's a full moon tonight which make me think of you, because I know,  no matter what I'm doing, no matter where I am, this moon will always be the same size as yours, half a world away." He adds goosebumps popping up like a sore thumb upon the skin of my arms as well as my legs, that weird feeling you get throughout your body when you get them present on mine. I raise my thumb squinting my right eye staring up at the moon. "You're attempting to see things from my point of view aren't you?" He whispers causing a slight giggle to slip my lips. "I wasn't attempting I did, and you're right." I say a bit sassily giggling softly as I run my hand through my soft blonde hair. I glance down at my feet as I turn around my back against the railing of the balcony now tears blurring my eyes before a few slip. "I miss you so much." I whisper my voice cracking slightly causing me to sigh. I didn't want him knowing I was now crying but I suppose sniffling gives it away without my doing. "I miss you more baby, please don't cry, I promise you I'll be home soon." He whisper trying to soothe me and I will admit maybe it did help knowing the days where going by somewhat quickly, less days I have to wait to see him. "I know love, you just have no idea how lonely and quiet it is here without you, the bed feels cold and empty when I lay there at night thinking of you, I'm lifeless without you, a dull and boring person I am without you here." My voice carries out into the night causing a slight echo due to how quiet it is out, then again what person would be up at 1:30 in the morning here anyway on a week day? "I have An idea of how quiet it is babe, it's the same thing without you here. I'm use to you being the one to wake me up in the morning with your sweet kisses, or feeling your fingers tangle in my hair rubbing my scalp softly causing the hair on the back of my neck to stand up because it feels insanely amazing. Instead I have Louis's insane ass yanking my curtain back and nudging my shoulder not so lightly I might add, to wake me up, literally every morning so far that's how I've been woken up." He mutters in which I laugh softly a sniffle following although hearing that precious laugh of his as well causing me to smile . "You have no idea the effect you posses over me, but I swear, where ever I am, I won't forget where I belong which is right by your side, and I will never stop missing you." He speaks lowly a few more tears falling from my eyes as I walk back inside shutting the balcony door locking it, sitting back down in the bed slowly. "And I will never stop missing you." I whisper quietly the smile on my face refuses to fade. " I love you so much princess, I will call you in the morning." I hear his words faintly through the phone as I drift off to sleep slowly finally at ease.

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