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I watch as the scars continue to multiply
It just started as one or two
But now there are too many to count
I can't seem to stop
No matter how hard I try
I just can't
The cold feeling when blade meets skin
It feels so good
As I feel the blood drip down my arm
I realize what I just did
Why...
Why can't I stop
I thought I had stopped
But now I can't seem to live without it
I don't even remember how it started at this point
Why haven't I ended all the pain
Am I that scared of what it would do to people
That must be it
I'm scared
I'm scared of what people would think if they knew
I'm scared of hurting people
I'm scared to leave the people I care about
But I'm also scared of continuing on with life
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Angsty Poems
PoetryA collection of angsty poems. Bunch of serious topics like su!c!de, s3lf h@rm, @buse, etc. Also if you want to you can vent in the comments Will be updated almost every Tuesday and Saturday.
