I need you, more than you know

I need you

No I cant think like that....were in the middle of a war for Primus sake! But every time I'm around him I feel like that whole in my spark is filled!
Pushing that feeling away I walked to the top of the Cliff and hung legs of the edge looking at the starry night of Jasper. This was my favourite place to have some alone time with my spark mate. We would laugh and talk all night until the sun rose over the empty plains of Nevada. All the colours of the sun would reflect off his glistening red armour.
'I will never forget you Cliff...I love you...' I sighed as I looked at the rock pile covering the remains of my parter. The partner I fought beside all those years.
' why can't I push this feeling away Cliff..I know that what you want me to do..move on but I can't I still need you..'
I will always need him.
I felt a tear roll down my metal cheek and land on my servo. The same servo he held throughout all of my struggles. I stood up and walk to pile of rocks and wiped my tears away.
' why can't I hold you one last time? Why can't I hear your sweet deep voice one more time?'
I stood up to walk back inside when a swirling noise came from behind but as I turned around...
'Cliff?......'