10 Years All Along With You

I Found a Comfort in Your Arm

Tonight is just another night when Mew end up in front of Tul's Condo without realizing it..

Tonight is just another night when he feel the burden is unbearable and he need hug and comfort from his lil bro..

Peoples always think that Mew is superhuman who excel in everything he does..

Little did they know, he also with many imperfection.. the imperfection he masked so perfectly..

And he only let his guard down in front of one certain person named Tul Pakorn Thanasrivanitchai..

Tul was cooking when he heard his door clicking, he doesn’t bother to check who is coming..
since there is only one spesific person who had key to his Condo..

Tul just silently adding one more portion of Tuna into his pan, and preparing one more set uttensil on his dining table..

Mew walking through the door, put off his sneaker and drop his bag in sofa..

“Wow, smell delicious.. need help baby?” He teasing Tul while walking toward kitchen..

“ No need Mr.Boss, you will burn down my kitchen instead of helping”, Tul answer casually..

Mew take out his phone and recording Tul who cook Tuna and Scrambled egg...

“Hia, Stop it.. just go clean your self then we can have dinner together”.. Tul pouting and make Mew want to teasing him more..

But mew decided to walk to bathroom and cleaning himself..
he knew Tul’s condo like his own home, since he spent a lot of time stay here..

When mew out of a bathroom wearing his (sharing) black tank top and pant, Tul already set their dinner..

Mew and Tul have similar body size, so its habit for them to wearing each other clothes..

“ I think, I need to consider charge you Hia, since you often stay overnight and wearing my clothes” Tul said jokingly..

“ Spill the number baby, I will pay double”..

Tul blushing so hard hear his Hia answer, he regret open his mouth before.. he knew it, he won’t never won when it comes to Mew Suppasit..

“You know," Mew broke the silence, laying his arm against to Tul's shoulder that it almost seemed romantic while leaning his back on headboard.

"I really am fine."

"That's bullshit, Hia" Tul replied instantly, and didn't dare stare at Mew's face to confirm that.

He knew from experience that when Mew went into denial-mode, he wanted normalcy. That was the one thing that would make it worse, though.

"It's just-" Mew cut himself off and sighed, rubbing his face with his hand. "With the pressuring of my job, along with these stupid fights with her, it's just getting heavy.”

“I  felt so numb everytime my burn out kick in, I just don’t know..
I am so tired.. I don’t think I can’t take it anymore”..
Mew drop his head on Tul’s shoulder.. seeking comfort..

Tul stay silent. What he want to say was something that shouldn't be said, and he didn't have any other words, so that was the best option.

Well, there was one thing.
Tul open his phone gallery and show it to Mew

"You know Hia, did you remember this picture?” Tul show the photo from first time they met,
then he scrolled to pic when Mew graduate from his university, then pic when Mew build his own company..

Mew just lean on silently and reminiscing his old days, he wonder how Tul has so many picture of him.. but he don’t want to bring the topic. 

"Before you were so overworked and be the boyfriend of your girl, you used to smile more.

He looked over to Mews face, "It used to light up this city, you know? People would be sad, and you would get your goofy grin over something completely irrelevant like an old song, and people would become happy by just seeing that smile. It was like this contagious warmth that people would get from just being around you before your workload and that girl brought you down."

"In my oh so humble opinion, Mew Suppasit Jongcheveevat  should not be doing things that take away his smile."

“ Let us make appoinment with Doctor Hia, Mental health is not something that we can take lightly”

“Will you be there with me’? Mew asking still lean his head on Tul shoulder”

“ Of course Hia, I will always by your side.. now its arleady midnight, let us sleep.. okay”

Then both of them lays together with their huge body cramped up in one bed..

“ Good Night, baby” Mew back hugging Tul..

“ Let Me hug you till I fall a sleep”

“ Good Night, Hia” Tul frozen in his place..

Little did Mew know, that his small gesture affected Tul so much,
he feel his heart beat so fast and insist to jump out from his rib.

He said to himself “If only you feel what I felt everytime you hug me, Hia”..

then slowy closed his eyes feeling the warm breath in his back