All i thought about that one night was you the only one at this minuite in my life that i atually cared
about. Then i thought why im i thinking about you all you do is abuse me and make me cry but at that same time i knew i did love you in my heart but did you? Thats all i wanted to know?
I have all these question i need a answer too why do you abuse me,why do i cry over you,when you talk about me too your freinds like im your little slave then i do what you ask me to do, thing that i really dont want to do, why, thats not telling me that you love me.Thats why i think you may aswell hold your breath and leave me alone how ever much it hurts me that is whats best then that should happen.
So then the next day after i thought i saw the love of my life again as my eyes parted when i woke up lieing next to him.Well he was my love of my life but i dont reckon i was his love of his life so i decided that i would talk to him try and tell him how i felt but then i knew i couldn't and should but i just couldn't get the words out.
All these words that i needed to get out made me sick i knew i couldent be here when he woke up i knew i would just end up in tears and this isant how i want my life to be like and i carnt live with this life much longer.
I quietly got up and got dressed creeped down the stairs and banged the door shut so that he knew i was gone then i saw him with his head out the window shouting my name abi,abi come back why rush of theres no need.
i shouted back i have too go i carnt cope with all this anymore and how it is makeing me feel,but i carnt talk to you because you will hurt me il come back later and we will talk i will only come back if you promise not to hurt me otherwise this is our good bye, its your choice now take me or leave me ...
