3 days.. yes its been 3 days after Vidhi's ruthless transfer and Dev is struggling so hard to keep her away from his thoughts and being in office is making it impossible to not to think abt her.
...cause she was all over the place being in this office.. when in cabin she used to come for getting signatures, while going out she would steal glances at him and he had this tiny smile cause he just adored her chori chori se dekhti najre. and there were just so many moments he used get smitten by her innocence and adorableness.
And now it feels empty... silent....ghostly
just the Professional space he was so proud to have but now without the soul that kept it alive.
Thinks inside
Vidhi...Sigh... mujhe nahi pata tha ke tumhare jaane ke baad ye office hi mujhe kaatne ko daudega. Itne thode se time me hi tum meri... *cough* I mean is office ki jaise jaan hi ban gayi thi.
Sab *pause* kitna miss kar rahe hai tumhe....
takes a deep breath and says it aloud Missing You Vidhi
Mi.. Miss.. main matlab.. wo... miss to main bhi karunga na.. cause itna sara kaam jo smbhalti thi tum mera... ab sab mujhe kitna dhyan se karna padta hai.
Wo.. wo Arjun.. kitni galtiya karta hai accounts me.
Then recalls the day of her first day in office and how proud she was telling numbero se to meri dosti hai.. he takes another big sigh.. looks around in his cabin with unhappiness... shrugs his head in disappointment and tries to focus on the paper in front of him but all he could feel was his heart being pulled into this whirlpool of her memories of past 2 months
their first auto ride together, first date in khau gali, fir wo baal ghar me kaise gale lag gayi thi, fir coffee date, fir wo jhumka utha ke dena, uski sagayi wala pura incident,
But his favorite was drunk vidhi... he had this naughty and happy smile recalling that dancing... singing...Vidhi.
First time she was so difficult for him to handle... and kaise waha bhi usne mauka nahi chhoda mujhe hug karne ka... he smiled at this thought
and as always he get goosebumps recalling that exact moment just like past 1000times
Even now he could feel
how his heart skipped just so many beats while she was having time of her life while resting on his big wide chest...
the warmth of that embrace... her tiny hands behind his back... her cute snuggle on his chest...
her "Acha hai" in his ears... her smiling face dancing in front of his eyes....
her fragrance.. her hair... her touch.. her grip...her voice... her Pyaaz...
every single thing abt that night is still so vivid in his memory... if only he has a timemachine he would want to go to that moment all over again just to witness it again and again and may be to muster up some courage ? may be just a little to hug her back..
And while recalling all this his heart was racing and pounding so hard in his chest..
as if this closeness of her can only calm it down now. that made him miss her even more.
But very next moment he recalls the baal ghar confrontation.
her eyes full of tears.... that face with helplessness....and that determined walk while she was moving away from him...
he was feeing just guilty and got so angry with himself...
kaise.. matlab hadd hai mere gusse ki..
waise to main har decision itna soch samajh ke leta hu....
fir Vidhi ko kaise maine itna achanak se transfer kar diya.. socha bhi nahi usko kitna bura lagega.
wo.. wo.. bas yahi to chah rahi thi na ke main use ap...ap...apne dil ki feelings bata du...
to kya main itna bhi nahi kar sakta tha uske liye.
shrugs his head again
feelings... matlab.. pyar nahi hai mujhe..
feelings wo jo jab koi aapke liye itna kuch karta hai na to uske liye aap bhi thoda care, concern rakhne lagte ho... hai na....
to...wo.. exactly... wo wali feelings.. kya hi badi baat thi usme agar bata deta to.
NAHI nods his head in no wo agar use hi pyar samajh leti to.. problem ho jati na.... use wo galat signal nahi de sakta tha na main.. imparctical imposible rishte bahut scary hote hai.
Vidhi nahi sambhal payegi consequences agar ye rishta aage badh to..
Sigh
but ab kya karu... kaisa sametu is raite ko.. maine khud se lanka laga li apni life ki
ye to vidhi bolti hai na.... rolls his eyes,, raises his brows in disbelif
Kya ho tum Vidhi ... mujhpe bhi apna jaadu chala diya.. kaise karti ho tum ye...
aur kya karu tumhe wapas lane ke liye ?
.
takes a big sigh
Closes his eyes and to think what to do next but all he could do was imagining Vidhi all over again.
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Aakhir Kaise - One Curious ❤️
FanfictionAn small attempt to connect the dots as to how exactly Vidhi came back to main office after the transfer fiasco. It wasnt shown in the show at all so i thought to create some logical yet beautiful moment out of this chaotic twist.
