I woke up to pulling Ruben was fast asleep pulling my shirt I got closer Mmm... Ok then I stood up to go get my toothbrush I felt a little weird for last night I wondered did I take it to far? Did he even like it? Now I definitely knew I was gay like ugh he was my best freind on the other hand I was lost I washed my face u wanted to go back to bed for a little it was 5:23am I got back into bed I noticed Ruben was wide awake he seemed to be thinking alot I snapped infront of his eyes he got scared he just looked me the eyes Umm if this is about yesterday I'm sorry I didn't mean to take it too far. No it's fine you didn't go to far. Oh good then then why the fuck was he staring at me. Did I hurt you? No No you didn't do anything. *sighs* it's actually me I shouldn't have kissed you without you're permission. And I shouldn't have don't shit with you without permission. He seemed down I gave him a hug he soon hugged me back I felt like I had to tell him in that specific moment even though it could make or break or relationship I took a deep breath Ruben can I tell you something I backed away Yeah? I like you like like you alot no I love you I love you so fucking much it's sorta crazy but w..will you be my boyfriend? He paused I knew it was done for me he didn't say anything neither did he move I'm sorry i shouldn't have asked that. Oh no it's ok it's ok umm I..I I love you too and I will be you're boyfriend if you're being serious. He nervously laughed I hugged him so tight Really..you wanna date me? Yeah I do. I was so happy and exited for the future with him.
Ruben POV:
What the fuck how is all I could think I paused and tried to put everything together making sure that I was hearing that well KAYDEN WANTS ME TO BE HIS WHAT the words replayed in my head I like you like like you alot no I love you I love you so fucking much it's sorta crazy but w..will you be my boyfriend? Where did this even come from I thought he didn't see me like that well we did have sex but I'm still in the past I'm sorry i shouldn't have asked that. I felt so bad Oh no it's ok it's ok umm I...I..I love you too and I will be you're boyfriend if you're being serious. I was scared he was just joking and i was taking it seriously i nervously laughed
He hugged me so tight that i couldn't breathe Really..you wanna date me? Yeah I do. I was so happy I hugged him back once we backed away from eachother can I kiss you? He asked of course he kissed me I felt like I was the happiest man in the world we spent the day watching movies and giving eachother alot of love...
Short chapter:)
Cause I'm lazy and tired gn/gm hope you sleep/slept well ily guys sm💗
