Mature 18+ twilight book 2 (completed)

special moment ( requested)

being nervous today would be an understatement. I mean I've been seeing Dr.Carlisle for a year now. and in that time frame from our first time meeting to no about to celebrate our first anniversary it has got me nervous. well, that and tonight I wanna give myself fully to him.

I had dressed up in a dark grey bodycon dress with three-inch heels. I styled my hair in a french twist and applied light makeup.

After giving myself a pep talk about how I should just let things go and not worry about anything too much.

after I grabbed Carlisle's gift I headed to my car and drove to his place.

I walked up and knocked on the door.

"you've made it Arya" he greeted after opening the door. 

I walked inside and kissed his cheek before he shut the door.

"we've got the house to ourselves. the kids headed out to hunt and then spend time with their mates." he says

When I found out about Carlisle and his family being vampires I was scared thinking I was gonna be their victim but Carlisle told me that neither he nor his kids wanna do any harm to me. that I am his mate and that means I'm protected by him as well as his kids.

He walked with me to the kitchen where I saw he had made me some dinner and had it set up all fancy restaurant style with candles and champagne on ice.

"Oh wow" I say

"you like it?" he asked

"I do" I tell him as I took a seat after he pulled it out for me and then walked around to sit across from me.

"you've done a grand job with this," I tell him as I take it all in.

"cant take all the credit the girls had done most of it. I just cooked" he says

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After we ate, talked and exchanged gifts. we headed to the living room and continued our discussion till I couldn't take anymore and I started kissing him.

"I want you to be my first" I tell him

"are you sure. I don't wanna harm you?" he asked

"Im positive. and I know you have great resilience of holding back any urge to bite or harm me . after all you are a doctor" I tell him

" that I do" he agreed before standing up and taking my hand leading me up to his room.

"if it hurts or becomes to much please tell me and I'll stop" he says

"I promise" I tell him

we strip down and clmb into the bed. though his touch is one of gentleness I seek more and want more which is what I tell him.

"Generally you soft touch would be enough. but right now I need more. so please give it to me. show me what I've been missing" I say to him

"Arya making love takes time" he says

"then do that on round three. I cant stand the wait anymore" I tell him before I pushed him to lay on his back and I started trailing kissing all over his body to wake a hungered beast I feel he has deep inside.

"I can't promise you no pain," he says

"For without pain, there can be no pleasure.?" I asked

He rolled back over and looked at me.

"I told you if it's too much I'll tell you. now please don't make me beg more" I say

he moves around situating himself between my thighs.

" I know you're afraid to hurt me but I trust you. and that should mean something" I say

"It means a lot actually," he says

I say nothing more just wait for him to take my innocents.

He guides his cock to my entry and lays over me as he carefully pushes against my barrier.

 not able to wait any longer I grab his ass and pull him in making him break my barrier completely. the pain mixed with pleasure felt incredible. I cried out from the slight pain.

 then once my body got accustomed to him being inside of me I dropped my hands and allowed him to have control.

He slowly made love to me. showing me things that I only fantasized about.

the way he was moving inside of me waking my body and bringing me to so many rights and orgasms was all I've ever longed for and dreamed of. now being able to experience it felt so incredible.

his lips kissing my neck and leaving love bites all over just heightened it all.

I clung to him and wrapped my legs around him using my heel to push him deeper inside of me as I reached my numberless orgasm. this special moment between Carlilse and I on our anniversary just made me fall much more in love with him.

I am very glad I had waited till this moment to give myself to someone who not only loves and respects me but knows just how to show it.

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A/N: I hope you enjoyed this and it was what you was wanting.