Did She Know?

Did she know..

Did she know she would turn out depressed?

Did she know she would end up liking girls?

Did she know she was going to end up heartbroken?

Did she know she was going to lose so much?

Did she know she was going to be so sad?

Did she know she wasn't going to have many friends?

Did she know she was going to lose at life..?

Did she know she was going to end up a he?

Did he know that they were also going to live in his body with him?

Did he know he would want to scratch his eyes out?

Did he know he was slowly going to lose it?

Did he know he would end up so ill?

Did he know he would end up crying himself to sleep?

Did he know he would end up hating his body and hating his self?

Did he know he would end up being a backup friend?

Did he know he would be so alone..?

Did he know he would have such violent thoughts..?

Did he know his life would fall to shambles..?

Did he know he would be hanging by a thread..?

He doesn't know how he is still here..