Hello my dear readers.
I'm genuinely so sorry for not updating and leaving my readers hanging when you guys did nothing but support me through all. I want to sincerely apologise first and once again say how much I love and appreciate my readers. You guys deserve nothing but the best.
One of the reasons why this was left on hiatus was because this story didn't have a solid plotline and I was having difficulties in steering it to a logical ending and not those lame ones, no offense to anyone though. I just don't want it to end like a simple fairytale or in a boring and hard to believe kinda way (sorry if I'm not being clear I just don't know how to explain it well)
I first started writing this because I had a dream of becoming an author and wanted to make it work little by little. At that time, I was clearly in my K-pop era and was obsessed with Bts, hence deciding to write one with them in it. Now when I think about it, it's morally so wrong to use real people and change their character based on what you want them to be.
Moreover, I didn't even have a final plot for the story and kept on writing it however i felt. Recently, I read the whole thing and just realised how stupid the storyline actually is. It doesn't even make sense that much. I want my work to be unpredictable and absolutely mind-blowing for the readers. And I didn't do much of a great job in that aspect when I wrote this, years ago.
Another reason I stopped updating was because of how complex my life situation got. My family was falling apart these last few years and many unexpected things happened, eventually turning my life into what it is now.
Along the way, I've got blessings as well as unforgettable traumas and lessons. It feels weird to share them all to random strangers on the internet but you guys, as my readers, have a special place in my heart and I'll forever be grateful for the support and love both my work and I've gotten from here.
The biggest thing that ever occurred to me is the fact that I'm now dating the love of my life and he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. He's the pillar that held me up when I was at my lowest, the one to double each and every joy of me and the one to lessen all my sorrows. We've been together for like a year now and he had shown me the best in life. I've never been more thankful.
He's the one that even convinced me to explain it to you guys. At first, I was too ashamed to continue writing and even thought about deleting wattpad and stopping altogether 😭 (lmao sorry guys I wasn't in my right mind)
He talked me out of it. He knows how much I actually love to write and encouraged me to continue it whenever I was ready. He said that if I delete and stop completely, I'd regret it later and that is definitely true. I actually don't wanna stop, so yeah.
My parents got a divorce as well and honestly, it's for the best. They never got together well and it was always them shouting and fighting lately. I think it's best if they both went on their separate ways now. They're just not compatible and I feel kinda bad to even think like this but yeah that's that. My siblings and I have grown closer overtime and many things have changed and I hope it's for the better. My life is nothing like it used to be. Some people left, new people have entered. Life is great now I guess.
I'll take this chance to announce that I'd be changing the most of this story, including characters and the plot too. If that is if you guys want me to write on. I'm sorry if it would make anyone unhappy but I think that's the only way I can continue this now.
Not to forget, I'm nearing my finals. Yes, grade 10 exams and I think I'd need to finish them to write properly. I've worked all my life for this and I want great results to make my mom proud. She's the person most dearest to me and expects the best from me this year, I can't let her down. My schedule would be fully packed, extra classes and tuitions, both physical and online. I need to revise at home as well. I'm even taking a break from reading and reading is something I really enjoy. I hope you guys can understand and forgive me for it.
I do hope that you guys would still support and love me through this. Forever grateful for you all. Just know that each and every one of you all are dear to me and I wish luck in life. I love you sweethearts ❤️
(Let me know what you guys think in the comments. Don't worry, I'll read them all)
- N 💌
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