Chapter type : slight angst - slight fluff
Summary : Changbin suddenly breaks down in the cafeteria and Felix decides to take him home despite an argument
Extra info : spacing out / dissociation, mentions of arguing, gossiping, being left out
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His eyes stared off into the distance, not focusing on anything in particular. One problem about this was that when it happened, sometimes things he didn't want to remember would take centre position in his mind. Now was one of those times.
Changbin let out choked sobs as everything came rushing back like a punch in the gut, his idea that blocking everything out would make it all disappear proved wrong. Immediately, people began to stop and started try to locate the source of the cries. He noticed and straight away tried to wipe his tears away. This however, didn't do shit and the sobs still escaped his throat, maybe even more violent than before.
"Oh my god, its Changbin."
"Changbins crying!"
"What the fuck..."
"Hes so pathetic like oh my god, why can't he just be like manly or something?"
Changbin's chest rose and fell as he heard the other's comments. His face was now buried in his hands trying to cover up the fact that a) he was crying and b) was attempting to shove his tears back in his eyes. The shame and disgust he had been feeling was increasing as he heard the laughter and talking and phones and all that shit. Footsteps also began to show up in his hearing but he paid it no mind, probably people leaving or walking to their friends.
Felix focus :
Felix tried to listen as the others talked but his gaze was fixed on the older. He couldn't exactly pinpoint what it was but something about Changbin looked off, like he was overwhelmed and ready to explode if pushed far enough. His thoughts were interrupted when he heard Jisung mention his name, dragging him into the conversation. Everything was just like normal (minus the rapper's absence) until he heard the cafeteria go slightly quiet. Not enough for anyone else to notice, maybe like three groups had shut up, but it still felt weird to him. That was when he heard it,
"Oh my god its Changbin."
"Changbins crying!"
"What the fuck..."
"Hes so pathetic like oh my god, why can't he just be manly or something?"
Felix felt anger begin build at the words but felt his heart completely break as he refocused his gaze on the older. He saw him sobbing, hiding his head in his hands and clawing (?) at his face. The boy couldn't take it and stood up from his seat, his mind on set on helping his ex crush for some reason. "Felix where are you going?" Minho spoke up as he watched their freckled friend stand up, noticing how his eyes were fixed on a certain table. Felix just ignored him as he began to walk to the brown haired, paying no mind to his friend's shouts and the other students watching.
both of them focus :
Changbin flinched as he heard someone sit down next to him, his cries still harsh. "Binnie, do you need to go home?" his sobs became even more violent and loud as he thought about going back home startling the younger male. "Okay okay I'm sorry baby, do you want to go back to my house or can you stay here?" Changbin raised his head at the nickname, watching as his ex situationship's face flooded with concern. "Y yours plea please." The blonde nodded before standing up and reaching for the brunette's hand. They walked out together, leaving the chaos and noise (mainly whispers about them) behind. Felix smiled as he felt the older cuddle (?) into his side whilst he signed them out -him temporarily but Changbin for the rest of the day-. His smile soon became a worried frown as he watched Changbin's shaky reactions to almost everything.
"Thanks Felix." Changbin said as he tried to stabilise (?) his breathing. Both of them thought about how weird it was, about two or three weeks ago they were screaming and fighting and crying and swearing they wanted nothing to do with the other but now they were in the blonde's car, about to drive to his house. neither of them had a problem with it though. the Australian male smiled as his hand caressed the older's thigh. "No problem hyung, but I do want to talk to you once we're home. only if thats okay with you though." Changbin nodded absentmindedly, his thoughts seemingly elsewhere.
Felix knew he didn't have the full picture but he also knew that once he did, what he'd do to whoever or whatever was causing the older to feel like this was unknown.
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ngl at the moment i kinda hate practically all my work. so fun.this has been edited but mistakes still may be present
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Fanfictionships : jeongchan, changlix, minsung and seungjin i'll do requests i don't really know entirely how they work but only for those ships ig i don't ship the members nor do i fuck with fujoshis so if u are one kindly leave