Surprise | Soobin x Female reader | Smut 18+

D-2

A/n: I updated the first part and added a little more so please read if you haven't already! 2.56k words

Y/n Pov:

I woke up to a dark cloudy sky, I was confused at what time it was but when I checked my phone it was 8:30 am. I could feel soobin hugging me from behind and his warmth made me happy. I check the weather and I see it will be raining heavy at 8:40 am. You decide that you will go back to sleep for a while.

                            ~Time skip~

I woke up to thunder and lightning, the sounds of heavy rain hitting our window. Soobin doesn't know this but, I hate thunder, I have trauma that I never told him about. I sat up and started hyperventilating, trying my best to breathe. I went to the bathroom and heard another loud crash of thunder. I was shaking and crying trying to cover my ears. I hear knocking on the bathroom door.

"You okay jagi? You've been in there for a while."

"Y-Yes." I say with my voice cracking in between.

"Are you almost done? I miss you and wanna cuddle."

"Um.. yeah one second babe"

I wipe my tears and try to make it not look obvious, I try to control my breathing and shaking. But I couldn't stop, I started worrying more that he will notice so it got worse. I heard him turn the knob and the door opens. He peaks his head inside and saw me. I turned around so he couldn't see, but he could hear me hyperventilating still.

"What happened? Did I do something wrong? Is it because of last night, are you having second thoughts? Are you scared of me leaving? What's wrong?"

"Nothing!" I shouted

He looked at my back and I could just feel him staring straight at me. I turn around a little just enough to see him and I could see his teary eyes.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to shout."

"I was just trying to help."

He walked out and slammed the door. i held my head in my hands and sobbed as i fell to the floor. i was so upset with my actions and wanted the thunder to stop.

i opened the bathroom door and saw soobin sitting on our bed, obviously upset. i was walking towards him and when i was about to speak,

Another loud crash of thunder happened, I started shaking again and he was shocked, not knowing why i'm so scared he gets up and hugs me.

"What's wrong? Tell me please."

I start covering my ears and crying uncontrollably.

"I-I-im scared of thunder!"

He grabs my waist and kisses my cheek, he removes my hands from my ears and replaces them with his. He turns me around so I am facing him and he kisses me. Trying his best to distract me from what is happening. I feel calm after a while, I feel him remove his hands from my ears and I look up with a confused expression.

"It stopped."

"Thank you, like really. I'm sorry for yelling at you as well."

"I understand why you did it's okay"

I kissed him and pushed him on the bed. I sat in his lap and kissed him. Started with lips then neck, adams apple, and collarbone. When I reached the neck line of his shirt he quickly removed it. Allowing me to go lower. I kissed his pecs, each and everyone of his abs. As I was doing this I was slowly but hardly grinding on him. I reached down and felt him hard, I started to palm him through his sweatpants and he let out a groan.