A Dare to Remember

Chapter 18

"Savvy."

Napatingin siya kay Kylo ng pumasok ito sa kwarto na nakalaan sa kanya dito sa bahay ni Finn.

"Bakit?"

"Are you mad?" Tanong nito bago siya tinabihan sa kama.

Is it weird to be this comfortable to a guy he just meet few weeks ago? Waits has it been a month since she meet Finn and Kylo? She already lost track of the time because she's enjoying every interaction she have with these two men.

"Aalis talaga siya?" Tanong niya instead.

Bumuntong hininga si Kylo bago tumango. "Yes Sav. Finn needs to fix some issues in his life."

"Si Lailani ba?"

"She's one of the issue so yeah." Sabi nito bago siya tinitigan. "You two kissed again. Finn told me." Sabi nito na ikinapula ng mukha niya. "I wanna asks you a question Savvy."

"Hmm."

"Do you have feelings for Finn?"

Nagulat siya sa tanong nito at di agad nakasagot.

"What about to me?"

"Ky." Sabi niya bago siya napalunok.

"Do you like me Savvy? Romantically?"

"Eww." She said bago hinampas ng unan si Kylo na ikinatawa nito. "I dont like you Ky."

"Wow lady. Do you know how many women likes me? And you said eww?"

"I love you." She said na ikinatigil nito sa pagsasalita kaya pinisil niya ang ilong nito bago siya natawa at hinampas ito ulit ng unan. "I love you like a sister love kind. I mean don't get me wrong ha, gwapo ka Kylo, pero wala akong crush sayo." Sabi niya na tila ikinahinga nito ng maluwag.

"Good. Cause I love you too Savvy, a brotherly love. You're the sister I never had you know. That's why I'm so comfortable with you." Sabi nito na ikinangiti niya. "But how about Finn? Do you like him?" Tanong nito.

Napasimangot siya bago napatitig sa binata. Then she nod. Ramdam niya ang pamumula dahil sa pag amin niya.

"Can you blame me Ky? Subrang bait ni Finn sa akin. Both of you are gentlemen but Finn treat me more with gentleness. Kahit mas close tayong dalawa eh ramdam ko ang halaga ko sa pagkatao ni Finn. Plus he's my first kiss. At hello bulag nalang ang di magkacrush sa lalaking yon. Itsura palang ewan ko nalang." Sabi niya.

Kylo laugh bago siya hinila pahiga sa tabi nito at pareho silang nakatitig sa kisame.

"He told me he started to have romantic feelings towards you." Sabi nito na ikinagulat niya kaya napaupo siya ulit sa kama.

"Weh?"

"Yes. But I warned him. I want him to fix his mess first before doing more action towards you. He still got some issues in his life Sav, with Lailani. I don't want him to pursue what you guys are having because he is still not hundred percent free. I don't want to see you hurting once you fall for him hopelessly and Finn can't love you back because of his past. You understand me right?"

Napalabi siya bago humiga ulit sa kama at yumakap kay Kylo.

"Thank you Ky. And yes naiintindihan ko." She said.

"Then can I talk to you Savrina?"

Napalingon sila sa pinto at agad na nakita si Finn na nakatayo at nakatingin sa kanila.

"Ok. That's my cue." Kylo said bago ito bumangon at niyuko siya bago hinalikan sa buhok. "Don't be magupok." Sabi nito.

"Marupok kasi." Pagtatama niya pero tinawanan lang iyon ng binata bago ito umalis sa kwarto niya.

"Can I come in?" Finn asks kaya tumango siya bago naupo sa gitna ng kama.

"Napaliwanag na ni Kylo sakin." Sabi niya na hindi sinasalubong ang tingin ng lalaki.

"Then he told you already that I start liking you romantically?" Tanong nito kaya napatango siya.

Dinig niya ang pagbuntong hininga ni Finn bago nito inabot ang kamay niya.

"It's true Savrina." Sabi nito bago inangat ang mukha niya para magkatinginan ang mga mata nila. "I like you. I didn't plan any of these feelings to happen but it happened Sav. I notice you alot. The way you smile, talk and even fight back to Kylo. I notice all that. And I am changing Savrina. My feelings were changing. I see you more now as a woman that just a friend. I am always excited to have you around. And yes I am afraid to have this feelings goes deeper. I am not completely healed Sav. Even if me and Lailani is already over but I know I still have feelings for her. And no it's not love. I don't know. Maybe I need a proper closure?"

Huminga ito ng malalim bago sinapo ang mukha niya.

"I like you Savrina. Hindi ka mahirap gustuhin. But right now I am not complete. And I wanna be complete for you." Sabi nito na ikinalaki ng mga mata niya. "What's the shock baby? Ofcourse I wanna be complete for you. I take relationship seriously. I don't play around with it. That's why I will fix my issues. And once I'm done, I will come back for you. I will court you Savrina pag balik ko dito."

"F-finn."

"So promise me Sav. Maghihintay ka."

"Ayaw ko." Sabi niya na ikinatitig nito. "Promises are made to be broken Finn. At ayaw kong umasa sa walang kasiguraduhang bagay. Hindi natin sure kung ano ang mangyayari sa hinaharap. Baka pag uwi mo sa america eh magbago ang pagtingin o nararamdaman mo sakin. Like palang naman yan diba? Mabilis pa yang mabago lalo na pag napapalibutan ka ng mga nag gagandahang babae. So no I won't wait for you Finn."

"Sav."

Ngumiti siya bago tinapik ang pisngi nito. "I like you Finn. But liking you is not enough for me to wait for you. Like hello paano kung abutin ka ng ilang taon bago makompleto? Di inamag na ako dito." Sabi niya na ikinangiti ng binata. "But seriously just do whatever you need to do. At pag ok kana, at sa panahong yon ay ako parin ang gusto mo, then come back here. And see if nahintay ba kita o hindi."

Tumango ito bago pinisil ang kamay niya.

"But for now let me show you how I treat the girl I like. Starting at this moment you will be my girl Sav, hanggang sa pag alis ko. Is that ok for you?"

Ngumiti siya bago tumango.

"Game. Show me what you got Finn Evans."