It's been a couple of days since I was at Emin's house. He has asked me if I wanted to come over but I just couldn't bring myself to get up from bed.
Ever since I got that letter my whole world just stopped.My little sister. My little sister was found dead. I just don't know what to do. I don't know if I should eat or sleep. I just can't bring myself to do anything. She was my everything. And I was her hero. Guess I wasn't her hero because I couldn't save her or protect her from this world.
I've been getting texts from everyone. Even her my ex. I don't know what that bitch could possibly want from me now.Gosh I hate her. I hate everything about her. Just thinking about her makes me want to strangle someone.
Ana has been asking me if I was okay. Guess Emin told her what happened.
There really is something with that girl. I can't bare to see her with that Elijah guy. First he broke her heart and then he suddenly apologizes and they make out. What? Girls hearts are something I will never be able to understand.Gosh I really have to do something. I can't spend eternity in this room.
«10 am»
I get up and change into some grey Nike sweat pants and a grey Nike tech zipper. Dang what a basic outfit. But who cares? Not me.
I Walk inte my bathroom and brush my teeth and was my face.I look myself in the mirror and all I can see is her next to me. Fuck it hurts. I close my eyes and all I can hear is her voice. It hurt. It hurts so bad, she didn't deserve that. My sweet little sister.
All I could see was red and before I knew it I had smashed my fist into the mirror. Fuck! Blood starts to spill out of my fist and the mirror now has a big fat hole in it. Well damn, that was a good choice.
Ugh. I need to talk to someone.«At the Torres family house»
I walk in and see Ana standing there in a short dress.
"Where are you going?" I ask her.
"Oh my god! Matteo!" She squeals and runs up toe wrapping her arms around me. "I heard what happened. I'm so so sorry." she says looking into my eyes. "How are you?" She asks sounding concerned. "I'm fine." I say coldly and nudge her off of me.She looks a bit hurt from my action. I take a deep breath and lift her chin up with my finger. "Look I'm just not feeling alright. It hurts like a bitch knowing I failed protecting her." I say on the edge of crying. She hugs me again and this time I hug her back.
"Look I know you came here to talk to Emin, but he isn't home. But Matteo, you didn't fail. There was nothing you could do. I promise and I know she's proud of her big brother. Please don't think that you failed her." She says softly. I look up trying to stop the tears that are threatening to come out. But those words, those words came at me. No one has ever said anything like that to me.
A tear rolls down my cheek and down my jaw to my neck. Fuck she can't see me crying. I hide my face in the crook of her neck. "Come." She says softly walking me to her room.
As we sit down on her bed I couldn't help but look her straight in her eyes and kiss her. It was amazing.
I immediately stopped realizing what I had done."Ana I'm so sorry. I don't know why I did that." I apologize. She doesn't say anything, she just looks at me in shock.
"I should go Ana. I'll wait for Emin in his room." I say and leave her room walking to Emin's room that's across from hers.
Fuck fuck fuck! Why did I have to kiss her!? Why!?I quickly get up and leave her room. You know what I'm just gonna go home. I've already fucked everything up.
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A thousand years
RomanceLove story between Ana Torres and Matteo Allard ❤️ Matteo is Anas brothers best friend. They start off with a love hate relationship with each other but successful grow feelings towards each other. Emin Ana's brother tries to keep them apart becaus...