My Brothers Best Friend

are we still friends?

the next day, you woke up and got a text message from trevor, (you guys talk sometime but not a lot)
your and trevor's messages:
trevor: how's your ankle
you: i still can't feel it but whatever
trevor: damn. can we meet up and talk please?
you: yeah sure. where?
trevor: i'll pick you up in 5. just don't tell your brothers
you: 👍

you didn't know how to feel. it was so random. you got dressed and put on lululemon pink leggings with a white long-sleeved cropped shirt, a white carhart beanie and a long black coat with black tasmam slippers. trevor texted you "here" and you went outside without telling anyone except your mom but you told her that you were going to your friends house.
the very short car ride with trevor was sort of silent until you guys parked in an alley next to a dollar general like 1 minute away from your house. "madison" he began "i really like you, like really" he said. you were speechless. you had literally no words. trevor went on, "and i know your brothers would murder me if they knew or if we were ever to start dating. but i had to tell you because i have never felt this way about a girl before" he explained. "trevor-" "no, i know this can never happen i just needed to tell you" he cut you off. you had no other words. you had so many emotions going on inside of you. the only thing you could think of was..."shut up" you said as you pull him into you by his shirt and start kissing him. it wasn't just a kiss. you guys were making out. you couldn't stop. you loved it. he pulled away and without saying anything, he grabbed my hips and pulled me over to the drivers seat onto his lap being very cautious of my ankle. you started to make out again. he was pulling your shirt down your arm but you pulled away and pulled your sleeve back over you shoulder and said "not now". he laughed and started the car. the drive home was absolutely silent. we were both just thinking about it.

he dropped you off at your house and drove away quickly so nobody could see it was him. as you walked into your house everyone was in bed. you didn't realize it was 9:30. you go upstairs because you are finally able to without
excruciating pain. you sprawl out on your bed looking up at the ceiling thinking about the amazing night you just had. but also thinking about how absolutely nobody can know about it.