It's been a while since Red and I had talked. Our relationship was on and off, there were a few mishaps and life situations that just didn't play out as I planned. Summary of what is happening for the past few weeks, he's been doing him and I've been doing me that's all. Up until now, I felt my phone vibrate in my back pocket while watching tv.
Red<3: come outside, we gotta talk
Never in my life have I felt more fear. What if we are gone for good? what if there's no us? i miss him. i head to the door to see him with his arm laying out of his deep scarlett red mustang convertible. "come in the car, i won't bite" he said with a smirk. god, his cocky smirk. it could weaken my knees any day. i walk shyly to the car, closing my front door. i get into the car and i'm hit with his nice but intense cologne. i missed this smell. i missed him. "so i want to talk", yea no shit. "about what red? how you left me or are we together? i'm sorry i don't recall if we are a thing or not and i'd appreciate it if you told me." i was tired of these games. if he wanted to fuck other bitches fine but i'm not playing these games anymore.
"can i explain? i've been going through a lot recently, that's no excuse for what i did. i'm sorry that i hurt you in more ways than one, i'm not in touch with my emotions enough to talk about them. i'm willing to try this again if you want, if not then i don't know." he sounded sincere. i don't want to let go of him just yet but i don't want to play these games for his love. "i want to work on us. i don't want to let go of you right now. i want to take things a little slow so i don't end up hurt." i said worried that the same outcome will happen again.
it's no lie that we were toxic for each other. that toxicity is intoxicating. i like the way he can make me feel. sitting in this car right now brings back so many memories. the time he took me star gazing with the seats laid back, the time he took me out for our first date with a rose and he paid for dinner, and every time he took me out just because he wanted to treat me after a hard week or day. the thing i couldn't handle was the mental stress he put me through. in my heart, i still love him.
"we can do whatever you want darling, i just miss you" he said with seduction and desire. i felt myself and him lean in. our lips touched and it felt like a kiss that waited a lifetime to come back. every spark, crackle and pop was going off while we kissed. soon, everything would start to get hotter. i felt his hand start to take ahold of my neck, one of my favorite parts in our relationship, his domination. i slightly tilted my head back while moaning which gave him access to my neck, filling it with the red and purple patches of art. i loved when i was claimed by him.
"you're mine, and only mine"
those words sent chills down my spine. god, i missed this feeling. i had a desire. he was my desire. when i finally met his eyes he asked if we should continue to the bedroom. fuck it. i got out of the car and went up to the door, signally for him to come inside. he came inside and shut the door. with an empty house the possibilities were endless. we got back into action once that door was closed and locked. he grabbed my jaw, leading my back to the nearby wall. he kissed me while slowly going down my body. it felt euphoric. "wait, wait," i said panting. "come with me" i took his hand and lead him to my room.
i pushed him on the bed and started to strip down. every time i start to take off my clothes his eye never left my body. i start to straddled him and he pulled my hips close. he kissed every part of my skin, "you are so beautiful" he said breathlessly. i slightly chuckled. he started to take my bra strap off, i moaned. i loved his touch.
a/n: it's late. i'm tired but this might have a second part to it we'll see. that slight smut was nice. might write more. goodnight.
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