ʙᴀɴᴅᴀɪᴅꜱ // [hoonki]

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The Japanese's boy's eyes were filled with unshed tears.

Him and his hyung has been arguing for over a week now, and it was all his fault. If only he wasn't so insecure, if only he wasn't so jealous, if only he never told him how he really felt. Now his hyung wouldn't even talk to him, let alone look at him.

The argument started with Sunghoon and Sunoo getting a tad bit too comfortable with each other. From Sunghoon kissing his forehead, cheeks then the tip of his nose, to Sunoo sitting on his lap, to Sunghoon ruffling his hair and praising him anytime he could.

Riki knows he had no reason to feel jealous, or even insecure. But c'mon this is Kim Sunoo we're talking about, how can one not love him? If his hyung is falling for him, he would understand why. Sunoo was a kind soul, pure, bright. He represented all the bright things in life.

Riki loves his hyung so much, and he knows other membes do too. Sunoo was their happy pill.

But why, why did he feel so insecure when he saw how Sunghoon's eyes softened as Sunoo smiled bright, how Sunghoon admired him as he was happy, how Sunghoon would reach out to caress his cheek fondly.

His hyung looked at him with so much adoration and admiration. It made his heart ached. So when he confronted him about it, Sunghoon thought he was overreacting.

A week ago

"Riki, I told you me and Sunoo are just friends, nothing more." Riki sniffed as he frowned. "But the way you look at him hyung.. Y-You look so much in love with him I-" The older sighed, a hand coming up to run it through his hair.

"Stop overreacting, I would only look at you that way and you know that." "BUT I SAW YOU-" Sunghoon's eyes widen as he raised his voice, the younger boy could only cry furiously. "I SAW SO MUCH, HOW YOU LOOK AT HIM, HOW YOU PRAISE HIM, HOW YOU HOLD HIM.."

He could feel himself shaking as he sobbed, taking in a shaky breath, "You looked so in love with h-him, hyung.."
"WHY DOES THAT MATTER TO YOU? I TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. WHY WON'T YOU LISTEN TO ME!?" His breath hitched as the older yelled.

Sunghoon gritted his teeth as he exclaimed, "This is just another level of your overreacting, Riki." "I love you and all but god fucking damn. You're like the sun, you wake me up, but you drain me out if I get too much."

Riki could feel himself holding his breath, looking at his hyung before he whispered, his voice cracking, "I.. might need you or I'll break."

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I wrote this for fun haha