[COMPLETED] He'd always be reminded of those endless forbidden nights with the male. Their bodies moving in sync together and the feelings of pleasure over fueling his system. Never in his life had he felt such bliss with someone as he felt with the...
memories overtake me. I'm currently gulping Jungkook's dick down and I can't help but think about the first time we did anything sexual in the first place.
in the back of his really fancy car, something i never thought I'd step foot in.
the night was so surreal, the pain, the pleasure, the skin to skin, it was all so new to me while he felt like he was doing it for decades.
well technically he was.
"tae..I'm gonna-" I heard kook say, feeling his hand grip my hair tightly. looking up at him, his expressions was so hot, I felt like a mere peasant compared to his godly aura.
he pushes my head down and busts a load down my throat. it catches me by surprise a bit but I shouldn't be.
he cums so much.
eventually I slowly pull away with a pop and move my hair out my face, I knew I looked a hot mess but the way Jungkook was looking at me....like I was masterpiece.
I blush deeply.
there goes that feeling again.
the silence was loud. Jungkook finally calmed down and helped me up, taking a tissue and wiping my face for me.
I stand there, looking at him. he always took care of me after anything.
he's so handsome.
eventually Jungkook through the tissue away and looked back at me again, this time, the lust was gone, I couldn't read the expression.
"jung-" I started talking, about to step back again but I felt his lips connect to mine.
he kissed me. again.
and it wasn't like a hungry kiss from the other night, but a longing kiss.
I can't help but kiss him back, I missed him, I missed everything about him.
I loved this man so much in my past life.
how could I ever let this happen? what the hell am I talking about?
I pull away and start again, "Jungkook- i-" he cuts me off. "Stop.." he panted along with me, holding me tight to him.
"let's just have this night together..forget about everything and pretend like nothing else exists right now. please... just us." he said, sounding defeated almost. he laid his head on my shoulder.
I slowly held him back, playing with his hair and looking up at the ceiling.
tears began to bubble up in my eyes, until I realize I was actually crying.
I let out a sob, making him quickly perk up and look at me, "baby.."
don't "baby" me
"What's wrong...why are you crying?" he asked the stupidous thing ever. how could he be so selfish, again.
I pull away, "Why would you even suggest that, Jungkook?" I start off by asking him.
"It's like you just never cared." I cried to him, why was I crying to him? why was I so weak around him?
the last time I cried like this was when I was in the most pain in my life, leaving Jungkook for what seemed to be, for good. that's the last time I cried. I cried for him, I cried because of him, because I missed him and I wish we were in a different life where nothing else mattered but us.
and now I was crying like this again.
"Taehyung I've always cared about you, what are you talking about?" Jungkook asked, stepping towards me again but I back away, shaking my head.
"No.. you're so selfish, you had a nice loving breathing family and you couldn't even be there for them because you were obsessed over me. You never cared about the effects of your actions or how I felt about it. you were the only one truly happy. and now, you're doing it again, you don't care how this affects me for your family, it's just all about what you want." I said, pointing at him through tears.
I didn't wanna hurt Jennette.
I don't want to hurt Suho.
Jungkook stared at me as I spoke, he didn't interrupt me or say a word after. he seemed in deep thought, like he didn't know what to say.
"I know..and I'm sorry...but all I ever wanted was you Tae.." he whispered to me, taking my hand. "Because I love you, and I never stopped loving you. That's why I had to bring you back to me." he said softly.
that sounded.. weird.
"W-What are you talking about?" I ask him, staring up at him.
he looked hesitant.
"I...set you and suho up...through Jimin." he mumbled.
what...
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