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Note - big tw because there's sensitive topics such as r@pe, suicide attempts, eating problems, and insomnia. If these topics bother you please skip this chapter.
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Fast forward a week, you, Hunter, Kevin, and your new friend from speech class Emily have been all hanging out a ton. For your 16th birthday you, Hunter, and Kevin all went to the mall. Hunter bought you (even though you insisted he didn't need to buy you a present) a band tee (lamb of god), a new record (the end so far - slipknot), and a new piercing (your tongue). Kevin bought you sour candy and a bunch of new rings. You rode the animals at the mall and had a shit ton of fun. Hunter has been worried about you though. He has been calling and texting you and you rarely respond. You've only been wearing hoodies and long pants to hide your cuts. Some days you've been eating a lot, some you never eat, and some you just pick at food and only get food so you don't draw attention to you. You've been falling asleep in classes or just ditching. You were ditching the rest of school and Hunter must have seen you or knew you were going to ditch.
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Hunter🤰💖
(Y/n) meet me at my car, I'm taking you to my house. You need sleep and some food and water. Don't deny it. I can see it in your face, you're not yourself and I'm worried ok.
Me
Ok I'm coming
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When Hunter saw you he gave you the biggest hug ever. You were wearing shorts (which was a mistake 'cause it was cold and your self harm was just out in the open) so Hunter saw everything. He looked at your thighs that have absolutely no gap between them and you are really insecure about them. You tried to hide them but it only made them sting and caused you to cry out a little.
"Hunter I-I can explain." You said choking back tears.
"I can't lose you (y/n), please tell me what happened. You're my best friend." He held you in his arm shivering, him also choking back tears. You choked on your words wondering if you should actually tell him this, you trust him with your life but this might lead to him losing his life. "It's Steve, my stepdad." You whispered crying into his shoulder. "He's taking food away from me and.." you paused saying the next sentence softer making sure no one could hear you. "Him and his friends touch me when they get drunk. He also does it when he's completely sober. He does it because he found out I'm trans." Hunter clenched his fists and jaw and started crying. "(Y/n) why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"I was scared, he said he'd kill me and whoever I told that he did all of this."
"I. Don't. Care. Ok if it costs me my life I will be happy with my death 'cause I would know you were safe. Ok (y/n)"
You nod getting into his warm car. Hunter softly rubbed over your cuts on your thighs. You pulled your thigh away from him because it hurt. He grabbed your hand and rubbed his hand over your knuckles trying to calm you down and make you feel safe. He turned on arctic monkeys.

*basically this whole album*
Hunter liked arctic monkeys but not that much but he knew that you love arctic Monkeys and it calms you down. You started to drift off to sleep when a small yet meaningful sentence slipped out of your mouth. "Hunter I really like you, you make me feel safe." You didn't really notice what you said because of how tired you were.
"I really like you too (y/n), now get some rest." Hunter kisses your hand and you fell asleep.
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